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The smell of alcohol. From your breath. Again. I want to disappear. Again. I want to scream, cease to exist, tear myself apart. Again. I have to escape. This labyrinth. From myself. From the smell.
This is a more personal poem that I wrote about an incident I had with a sibling a few years ago. Also, I was trying something a little different with repetition and I'm not really sure if it worked.
She feels the free wind against her hair,. As cold and piercing as her waring stare,. Her tired eyes give into the midnights call,. The quiet whispering beckoning a fall,.
#fiction. Stand there and watch,. Whilst I fall apart,. Ripping myself to shreds,. Like destruction is a form of art,. Watch me fall,. Don't walk on by,. Stand, be the audience,.
So on the advice of one who wrote a poem so beautiful that it is worthy of daily prayer (@sarahgamal, "Namaste"), I will set a few blogs to explain where I am.
I have not been saved. I have not been forgiven. I thought i was lost. I thought i was broken. I felt hopeless and empty inside. Save me from me and myself. I don't want to burn in this firey hell.
#opussweeklychallenge He stared back at me, a gun in his hand Blood on his knuckles, Blonde hair like sand His green eyes told me stories He alone could never tell I saw the scars on his arms, He...
Holding tight, not ready, Over the rail is far. Little ground, unsteady, Falling towards the tar. Weightlessness, sinking down, Never going to stop. In my mind, I will drown, 'Fore I spill a drop.
#acrostic Dear Ashley, Each day we speak..I smile . But it burns, beneath. Vast oceans of secret wishes...crying to the stars of yore..
I'm quietly going insane. As your words twist. Through my tangled hair,. Caress my neck with. Careless breath, with promises. So fit to break, I'm fit for. Nothing but to be held.
I look in the mirror to find the person by me,. The person I want to be but all I see is me looking back at me. She is with me everywhere I walk but never in the mirror. She is my beautiful side.
Imagine me A skeleton A shell which once you loved Imagine me And you a bully Me a victim whom you shoved.
Warning- eating disorder post *** She had an illness, deep in her head; Poor sweet little girl, wishing to be dead She had some swarms of demons, whispering in her brain; Screeching vicious voices,...
My mind says this. But my body does that. Nothing seems to work. When my other half attacks. He does these things. Without my consent. Words spilling out. That I never really meant.
Tick... A bead of sweat creeps down my spine... Tock... Turn my back so she can't see my cryin'... Tick... Fingertips sensitive to the lightest touch... Tock... How can my ego devour itself so much...
my life is a house of cards one wrong move and it will all tumble i must be careful in everything i do no matter what i can't fumble i may stand tall, but i am fragile one gust of wind and i will...
I do not seek comfort or attention,. I do not ask for love or protection,. I will not stoop to your levels of need,. Your words I do not need nor heed,. I am alone, as I have always been,.
Devils eyes filled me recently..... Strange longing sensations within me, Heart pumping rapidly then easy, Almost lost the pieces of me.
So it was all a lie, One final lie to fool us all. We've said are final goodbye, Now you've come to enthral. leave me be, I want no part in your games. Let me be free, Keep me from the flames.
Are you looking for me. Or searching threw the dusty remains. Have you set me free. Or have you tighten the chains.
"I want to run" So do I.
#acorns Crushing all your aspirations, Choking all your inhalations, Clutching all your exhalations, Dismissing any celebrations.
It's just science. It's just nature. It's just logic. Point A leads to point B. Cause and effect. Action and result. Like 3 - 2 = 1. You do it, and it follows. So I did it. It didn't follow.
I stand to the mirror Fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat I stand on the scale Fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat Are you hungry. No, I'm fine. Fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat Wow you look skinny.