I Did Try....
So hard Every Day Every night I was so dedicated to You and to make You Happy What Did I go wrong. I tried so hard....
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So hard Every Day Every night I was so dedicated to You and to make You Happy What Did I go wrong. I tried so hard....
I would never really know How empty you could grow Until you were nothing at all. I would never really hear Your cries, so pained and dear Until the quiet that would befall.
Just your average no one. Going about their life. Always dreaming, always wishing. Never thinking they'll see the light. It never happens to those who. Expect everything they ask.
A red river of screams, I'm bursting at the seams, Black stars in my blue skies, I've said my goodbyes, Lost and away, Gone from today.
So I lay down my head. Done for today, over the hills and far away. So tired from the battle, could as well be dead. All the pigs, the snakes, the flowers and the trees.
I was a melody, Flowing beautifully, peacefully , calm... I am no more a parody, Thinking as more than caught in my palm. But what am I saying.
For each foretold mystery. The card of shame I hold. Tis now I realise peace and tranquility. Is blind to those who lies are told. You are the sweetness of peace. The ever bloom of a mystic flower.
Last time I didn't step up... I didn't stand up when my time came. I couldn't take the power of the events abrupt. I left it, thought it was lame.
The rhythmic rocking of the boat Soothed my tired mind And soon I left my troubles ashore Left all my worries behind All alone in the wild expanse That is the open sea I settled down for some quality...
You can feel it in the air. You can see it in the sky. You hear it coming. You can smell that distinct smell.
Golden orb, yellow light come to banish, banish the shadows and fears of the night The fears and worries that crawl from the dark White hot sun Beat them back Expel them from my heart.
Devil in my ear. Sorry but I feel a change is near. A change in motion, a shift in gear. I'm no longer the same lonesome boy feeding you fear. I've even changed my name, and cut my long hair.
To fly.
Only one person on Opuss will know what I am talking about.. He used to be a nightmare, but now a dream. He used to be silent, but now we have conversation.
I've often thought of what I'd give To change the way I feel They say they'd give an arm or leg But clichés just aren't real.
Today, I cut about 1/3 of my hair off. Thankfully it turned out okay, but seeing as I don't really give a crap about my appearance it was hardly a life/death situation.
I was once this young rebel, a alcoholic that used to do drugs, then one day this amazing woman came along and changed my whole life around..
How do you start again. When you've spent the last 20 years building a family. How do you start again. When everything you thought you knew comes crashing down around you. How do you start again.
No-one sees what your like behind closed doors, Except for me, I watch your moves; your detailed ways, Though why are you the one who cries to be free.
I had tried to convince myself that by running away and changing my name and appearance that I was a different person. The truth was that I wasn't a different person.
On the other side of darkness, shines the light,. Just shine it's beam into my darkest night,. Far too long in the dark I've sat in fright,. So light me up with the light tonight,.
The rigour of daily routine in life, a hard stricture to hide yourself within. You must do this now, panic, worry, fear; each danger looming ever closer still. No wonder you look so tired and...
Once upon a time I lived a lie. A lie that was full of untruths, where my soul could not fly. My life was lonely no love or warmth, no giving, only taking.
I met Woody about four years ago, through a person, that every so often turned up and wanted some attention from me. This had been going on for five years or more.