Stare Up At The Stars
Looked up to the night sky couldn't help but ask why do I feel like this like I really just want to die.
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Looked up to the night sky couldn't help but ask why do I feel like this like I really just want to die.
Pull me out this downward spiral, I’m falling away, slipping and sliding, I don’t feel like I’m in my place, The truths inside but won’t show its face.
I don't know what to do with my life anymore. What to think. What to feel. I only have two emotions by now, Way too happy or grippingly depressed. No in between. No colour or difference.
"Are you okay?" They pretend they want to know. I see right through their façade But I don't tell them so. "Are you happy?" If it satisfies them, then yes.
Hours are swallowed, listless Weightless waves of soft nothingness Sleepy hanging bulb, dimming Images begin to drop, with your lids Lashes stick together, pressing contact Like dry leaves to your...
It glints. The knife. It splints. The flesh. The feel brings scars anew. It sings. It bites. Turn out. The lights. A haunting fear, but who. Alone. In fear. Nobody. Is here.
You always say I'm fat. I already knew that. Oh, I'm ugly too. Yes I know that's true.
There are days I long to feel, Death's cold fingers around my neck. There are mornings I wake up to, and I take my pulse to check. There are evenings where I lie down, and wish I'd never rise.
and others who find themselves in this way We are sick with sickness Tired of sleeplessness Guilty of terrible guilts Never hope to find hope Unable to cope with everything We makes ourselves...
I like swimming in empty pools. I like speaking with dumb fools. I get off on watching TV shop. I steal chewing gum until I drop. I don't need no damage. At least in this I manage.
~ Sorry this is a but depressing... but everyone has a dark side, right. ~ What is the best way to exit a door. Running out screaming or falling flat on the floor.
Beat back these colors from my sight. I care to see them not. Yet vibrant hues of stubborn spring. remain. Spring's song my soul forgot. Beat back these colors from my sight. Discordant to my eye.
I don't understand your shadow, That you fail to kill with tobacco, Why does it lurk and stalk. I fear the darkness of your talk, Do you set out to scare.
I can't be cheerful today because my mood has somewhat dimmed since my last post. Funny isn't it. Not.
Untitled My thoughts are sleepy, consciousness gone. This fidgeting will not stop. I want to sleep forever as this dark tune sings unto me, a lullaby. So soothing this voice makes me feel.
Late at night im sitting here crying. Lonely and cold inside im slowly dying. Confused and hurting with no outlet. Living my life with lots of regret. Asuming happiness will never be found.
I walk in the valley each day Sometimes green and full of hope Sometimes wonder if I'll cope I talk in the valley each day Whether or not somebody's there I'll chat away, I don't care I sleep in the...
Sleep please take me Take me away Away to a place Far from the fray. The fray of life Of life so hard So hard, a lonely Broken shard.
I have my hood up even though there's no rain, I don't know why but it seems to hide the pain. I look straight down, not at the sky or ahead. Maybe that will make it all better instead.
~ Sorry if this is a bit morbid. ~ I used to think I was a survivor, But now I think I was wrong, Now I think I'm trying for nothing When before I thought I was strong.
From the day you first live It is easy to think That life would forgive That you painted me pink. An innocent child At the age of just two Thaught that life would be mild When you painted it blue.
A few hours ago another lifelong relationship vaporized in death, and I am feeling numb, sad, and truthfully, a little mad.
I can't think straight again today. I'm way too tiered to play. Gonna dig myself a shallow grave. Lay me down to dream I'm brave. I can't think straight anymore. I'm way too drunk to explore.
Times are changng, shits getting tough. Not that lil' kid any more, I've had enough. The worlds become and ugly place to be. Most of the beauty i'll never see. My life seems to always head down hill.