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-Contains strong language- Sometimes I wonder If life is keeping score... Because it enjoys fucking me over And treating me like a whore. Well, life i'm fed up And if you don't cut me a...
Mind: numb Cogs: still whirring... Body: aches Eyes: nothing occurring. There's life in here, but who turned the lights out. Who said "Forget it", then gave my brain the wipeout.
I look back as I face ahead, take your jagged blade and cut my frayed thin thread. I hang loose and then I fall, into mud and off the ball. I can't be me, not when you're watching.
03. It was like this - his heart is wrapped in strings and with those he has limitations. Too many of them that he could barely count.
I am a bad mother. I had to run away. Away from their father. But they had to stay. I didn't want to leave them. It killed me to leave them behind. But they needed a house to live in.
And so i run. I run from you. I run from hatred. I run from my life. But i cannot run forever. I will tire and fall. And i wont get back up. I will stay there where i lay, crumpled and alone.
Having one of those days where my mind feels all screwed up and I want to crawl into the comfort of isolation. But I can't do that, I can't slip into that again.
I want to feel like I belong, Somewhere safe, A feeling that isn't wrong. Warmth is a stranger to me, Never feeling comfortable, Or that I can leave myself be.
Wall after wall I smack into But keep running Although I'm in two Don't take a break Just keep running Don't worry about anything Stay sharp and cunning Bam.
Oh, bleak and weary day Bring your stark grey over me If I lie on the ground and stare up at you Will you bear me to the sky. Will the clouds engulf me Like a comforting blanket.
I see familiar forms of emotions spinning the cogs of thought. You hide them to disguise and convince me and others you are not caught. You raise a eyebrow and let slip a concern.
Many great things. May happen to you. But no matter what. You'll always feel blue. You'll laugh. And you'll cry. This doesn't matter. You'll just wanna die. People won't know. They don't understand.
My vision is doubled. I'm walking on a line, Trying to prove I'm sober Or use the lie " I'm fine". You're leaving this town, And I can't go, It's like my heart has to wait, Until it says so.
I'm treading slowly in my dreams. Trying not to awaken the ghost That lingers deep in my subconcious. One that devours all thoughts. One face that dismisses all emotion.
He sits down on the bed and rests his head against the wall. He is tired, but he can't sleep now. It's six am, and the sunrise light is beginning to seep through the white curtains.
Why do I have to be in a competition Why do I have to fight for a place in your heart You toss me around like an old shirt needed only for a reckless use Never made me feel like a queen Never made...
I try to smile. And hide the fears inside. I have been trying to heal my heart. But it looks like it will take a while. I lie and say that I already let go.
Gotta take a breath One foot forward one more step Gotta move on, gotta move on Feel like an invisible fish in this pond Gotta hold back tears Even though I shouldn't be here Try to catch my...
It washes over me. I fall to the floor. I can't take it. Anymore. Helplessness. And despair. I guess the world. Is just not fair. I suddenly stop. My life, on pause. I'm worthless, A lost cause.
The things in my life. Are here and there real. But what I am feeling. I don't want to feel. I'm so full of anger. Feelings of hate. I want them to leave. Before its too late. Inside my heart.
Moments like this. I wish I could fast forward. To feel this way. I wish to not feel more of. Sometimes I wish I cud go. Go to a mountains silent high top. I am struggling here.
Okay, but since when. Since when did I fall as quick as a rock Into the pit that trapped me in And choked me and gagged me And kicked me as I fought it. Tried to punch it Tried to stop it.
I watch you climb Want to be at your side I'm so glad for you I shan't worry you with these feelings of mine I'm so happy Just for you But I can't ignore That inside, I'm feeling blue I support you...
Nobody can save me, you can all try. But you won't make me better by filling me up with lies. I'm lost, but I can't be found. It's too late, all hope has been lost. I'm useless and broken anyway.