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I not usually super confidant. But I have more confidence then this. Don't know what's wrong with me. Feel like everyones expectations I miss. Feel like everyones talking.
In the outskirts of life I'm here screaming on my own, Can anyone feel the pain that is shattering my bones.
Funny thing about beginnings, You never know when they start, One day everything's normal, Next you have my heart, I thought I learned my lesson from the last time round, But once again I let myself...
I love much too easy. And I fall far too hard. I fear dear old cupid. Has marked my own card. A challenge he has set me. A test of will and strength. Soul searching and questioning.
I had promised there would be no more talk about 'the boy'. I clearly didn't listen to myself. But Opuss allows me to ramble about stupid shit. Case in point.
#augustwriteaday #theatre. Each day. Starts. The same way;. Painting on. My second skin. Eyeliner, mascara. The mask I wear. To try and. Fit in. Then begins. The production. My curtain call.
I feel lost I feel cold Is the cost What we've been told.
-This is how I was feeling last night after a hard day at work and things getting on top of me, I am feeling significantly better today after a good chat with a special someone, this was written at...
As the darkness and insanity encloses around me I try to think of better times. Back when I was a little girl, before I knew the horrors of the world.
The same routine falling into place. Trying to breathe but can't find the space. The inside of my mind is a whole different case. Running, giving it all. Still not winning this race.
Haunted by a past that I never will relive, Time is running through my hands, as empty as a sieve. So much more I need to say, so much more to do...
Every day. every night. between my head and my heart. there's a fight. My head says to go. my heart says to stay. what should i do. this isn't the way. My head says to hate. my heart says never.
Dark, how I see and feel. unsurmountable odds against. futures uncertain, poisonous present. emotions raped and joy murdered. Dark, how I think and hear. conflicted decisions of torment.
Carefully tailored words, woven through with care, strung with golden hope because it's all to lose out there, Despite your chiding head, you listen to your heart, and only when it's over do you...
It's killing me I just want to leave I want to be able to breathe I want to discover I want to achieve I want to become what I want to become I'm done when I'm done Not when you think I'm...
Say we need to talk, would you stop and think. Drowning yourself in pity drinks. The smell of alcohol on your clothes. Well that just goes to show.. Open then closed. Nobody knows.
...something we always knew was ours. Lost, but living. Loving, yet hopeless. Knowing it hurts to wake up, and wondering why you bother to move aimlessly about your day.
Lungs overflowing with anxiety. Nervousness, polluting my blood. My minds trying to run. Eyes can't appreciate the sun. Or anything in between. Melodies of heartbreak, mistakes & fakes.
It's a brand new day. The sun is out, saying hey. I am sitting on a train. Just thinking, using my brain. It says no. My hearts says yes. Where to go. It's a mess. Who to listen to.
I hate it when people always assume they know me. They know my NAME, but that's it. They don't know how my head works, how I feel about certain things... They don't even know about my broken heart.
It makes no sense at all Should there not be reason. Should there be condition. People judge by there ways, I understand not.
It's not easy to be me. I must: Heal quickly, always forgive, forget the past, but am cursed to remember. Be fearless, Be perfect, And always be my best.
So I explain and I bitch and I moan When will you realise to just leave me alone. If I wanted your input Insight I would ask right. You think I ignore you just to play games.
Sometimes I wonder if anyone really grasps how much pain I'm in. Then I feel selfish as I realise somebody else is in worse. But in that selfish moment.. I'm scared. Scared of what I'll do.