Of Apathy
I haven't even gotten on Opuss in a shamefully long time. The truth is I've been completely dry of inspiration.
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I haven't even gotten on Opuss in a shamefully long time. The truth is I've been completely dry of inspiration.
No One will ever truly know me. How can they when they never even try, because I smile they assume I am happy. No One Knows Me. I hide behind a mask, they just never did get it. No One Knows Me.
Hello again, and today is Thursday, January 3, 2012. If any of you know what it's like to fail at doing something, you know it can feel awful.
Sometimes, well most of the time, I wonder why I feel so alone and feel like I'm worthless or not good enough. Then I realize why.
Some days, I feel so alien to the world around me. On these days, every touch feels false and every word seems shallow.
Have you ever noticed that people quote quotes about certain topics based on their current feelings.
Okay guys I haven't really blogged anything a while so hello. I hope you are are well. I'm okay although little things that's over think have been on my mind quite a bit.
If I close my eyes tight. And block out the world. Then will everything be okay. If I pray and pray. And wish on my lucky stars. Then will everything be okay. If I put on a smile.
My heart is covered over, With the finest sheen of ice, Nothing ever will break through, It sets the highest price.
There's a place where I'm scared to go A nightmare which troubles me so In the dark when there is just me, myself and I I can't stay away no matter how I try.
So beautiful... So sad... are all the moments I wasted and had. Times like these there is no release except of pain or by piece by piece. Life is hard in all the wrong moments.
It's that time again, to close my eyes and start my sleepless nightshift, My sanity and sleep have seemingly developed a midnight rift.
There's only one thing that's constant in our life, our distorted view of reality, in every cell our body has and in every molecule we breathe in and that's change.
I'm shattered and I'm broken, But you don't seem to care, All you do is watch me, Through that mirror with your stare.
Sometimes I wonder whether we're just all in a dream, Where it is so real, just like life, it seems.
#SimplyPerfection10Days. stare into the mirror. thinking, "Who am I?". notice all my flaws. just wondering, "Why?". wishing to be cooler. to be like everyone else. not realizing it is better.
Rhinos seem so hard. With skin that never cracks. I'd never make a Rhino. My hide is tissue thin. Don't remark on my strength. I'm superhero strong. With character and drive that startles most.
I have followers who support me. I have poems for them to see. I have a rank which describes me. I have comments which responds my poem. I receive likes from them. I don't care for the rank I lose.
Hello again, and today is Tuesday, January 1, 2013. It's a new year and I'm probably going to keep writing the year as 2012 but I digress.
Well you only need the light when it's burning low,. Only miss the sun when it starts to snow,. Only know you love her when you let her go,. Only know you've been high when you're feeling low,.
I want someone I can think of, Just before bed. I want a girl whose image, Never leaves my head. I want a partner whose blush, Is saved only for me. I want a girl who'll wear, My oversized tee.
You never know what you've got till its gone, Never know what's right till you've done wrong, Never feel warmth until you've felt cold, Never know the truth until lies are told, Never know what's...
"I am terrified" I say to myself A mantra in my head As if saying it out loud would give me some kind of comfort It doesn't This isn't AA The future looms ahead of me It looks back at me sometimes...
I am not in charge of what I do. My hand tells me what to write. My eyes tell me I have terrible penmanship. My hair tells me it likes being braided.