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So many feelings. My heads hit the ceiling. I don't know how to say. But I feel I'm being made to pay. You said you wanted me. All I wanted was for you to see. The messed up shell. The months of hell.
I am very troubled When I think of things I do, Of ways that I get round walls, Of people I once knew.
He said he loved me,. Is that a lie,. Why don't I trust him,. I wish I knew why,. I think I love him to,. I really do care,. I'm just so confused,. I'm pulling out my hair,. He never lied before,.
I hate my nose, I hate my hair, I hate all of the clothes I wear I hate how I'm different, I hate how I'm tall, I hate how lately I haven't cared about anything at all I hate the way I look, I hate...
Don't you know, That I've changed?. That I want to be the old me?. Don't you know, I trust only myself?. That it's all your fault?. Don't you know, That I still care?. That I wish I didn't?.
And so My Story takes another turn, From past mistakes i will learn. In my head I'm not alone, I have a twin I try my best but still I sin.
Is it just me. Am I so wrong. To have sexual thoughts. All day long. What can I say. I'm a sexual man. I like to have it. As much as I can. Missionary. Doggy style. No matter which.
In my mind all is quiet. I just feel numb to touch. My eyes tell me a story. Sometimes a little too much. My traits are just me. I won't change who I am. If no one likes it. I don't give a damn.
I always try to give people benefit of the doubt,I must, But still always have a niggling suspicious lack of trust I never give myself in any way 100 percent Untill I know for sure the facts and how...
Here she come. The woman of my dreams. Of my nightmares. She looks at me. With my heart in her hand. Her painted nails of blood red. Cutting in to my beating soul. A smile of the devil him self.
I've hit a new low, No where left to go. I just want to get away. Or be left alone today. Stop bothering me, please. Your words they merely tease. Can't you see how I feel. Just go do what you will.
You are worthless Admit it girl. I am worthless (I wish I had purpose) Only I can understand you. Say it girl. Only you can understand me. (I want to be understood) You are nothing without me.
Anger, anger, so much anger, It boils up inside, Your face turns red with so much rage, Good feelings set aside.
You tried to give your all to me. Wiping away my tears as I cry. No matter what, I'll never be. Good enough for you. If I was smart I'd take your hand,. And stay with you forever.
Walls are closing in. Time is running out. My mind is like a puzzle. To impossible to work out. Feelings now mean nothing. Emotions can't be shown. No matter what someone says.
I've just taken a step forward, An uncomfortable leap but a necessary one. Awaiting the response is killing me.
Secrets aren't free they come with a price Keep on living your mystery life You will make enemies And people will get hurt, even those close to you Be good like always&watch what you do Another...
My chest feels numb, it hurts and it bleeds. Tears won't come out its like a disease. Rip my heart out so I can no longer feel. I wish reality never felt so real.
Love is never smooth or simple,. Yet here I sit, and long for that twinkle,. With you things are easy,. You are kind and loving, not sleazy,. I'm more than a body, but it's part of me,.
I glance at the mirror and I see My public image reflected back at me. Balding head and patchy beard Blue eyes astride a nose that's weird.
They told me I wouldn't regret it. That'd I'd be so so happy. So I did it.. And all my nerves felt like they were going to explode. My chest hurt and I wanted to sleep. I knew the answer.
I struck you hard And you fell down. Bruised hands and knees, Red faced with a frown. I slapped you hard, Hoping you'd shut your gob. But too late it was done, You'd done your job.
Today,as every other I wake thinking of you. The longing tears me apart. Silent moments through the day, You come to me, stabbing at my heart. I touch myself, on soft skin, bare.
Tell me where our time went And if it was time well spent. Just dont let me fall asleep feeling empty again. Cause I fear I might break and I fear I can't take it Tonight I'll lie awake; feeling...