Birthday Blues
My hearts aching From what he's been saying I replay it all in my head As I get ready for a special event I don't believe him But ignoring isn't my only whim I want to leave here For a birthday...
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My hearts aching From what he's been saying I replay it all in my head As I get ready for a special event I don't believe him But ignoring isn't my only whim I want to leave here For a birthday...
Life isn't so bad. Yet you look terribly sad. You have no one else to blame. You tend to bring yourself shame. Like someone has placed a hex. All you can think of is sex.
I'm sorry for my imperfections. I'm sorry for being weird. I'm sorry for being stupid. I'm sorry for being awkward. I'm sorry for crying. I'm sorry for being sensitive. I'm sorry for my mistakes.
Please repost I really need to get word out because I really want to help. ( ̄^ ̄)ゞ Don't be shy too. If you have any Questions ask me!.
I am very troubled When I think of things I do, Of ways that I get round walls, Of people I once knew.
#household. Forever dark,. Forever lost,. Overwhelmed by,. Debt and cost,. Deep in depression,. Lost in night,. Life without colour,. Nothing bright,. Suddenly,. A window of light,. A way out of,.
They tell me just to smile, And play along the game, But no matter how i fake a smile, I still feel will the pain.
When I look into the mirror What exactly do I see. Is it twisted by my concious, Or is it meerly me. When i see myself in glass, What exactly do I say.
#100days seeking solace. My only solace,. In this time of great displeasure,. Is a tub of ice-cream in the freezer,. Thawing, slowly, on the kitchen counter,.
My demons name is anxiety A villain that many will know But where you, dear reader, may tame it I cower in fear of it so It keeps me from sleep and from waking It plunders my memory and smiles It...
Decisions, decisions, decisions. My life feels like a blur, Rushing past my ears, I don't know whether to think things through, Or just break down in tears.
Normally, if I tell myself to stop crying, I can. But right now…right now I can't stop myself. My throat's constricted and tears keep rolling down my face by the bucket load. I'm dead inside.
It really is such a shame that every day I must feel this pain. It swells, throbs and really aches. And my happy smile it sometimes takes. Although there is no cure they say.
Feeling worse today And it was bad, was yesterday. Fever rising, Joints enflamed Creeping pain that can't be tamed. Heard bells chime every hour My smile is gone no laughing power.
#household #closet In my closet are collected my fears, they're stored in there with all my tears, sometimes I open up the doors, to look upon my sorrow and flaws, I have to fight to keep them...
Threw my dreams in a wishing well. And watched them disappear. If they came back I could never tell. But I'm still waiting here. Shared some love, lost some innocence. I wont get back again.
Can we stop these mind games I have to play, Because I'm very aware you do them and have to reciprocate. It ends up with neither of us really loosing, And I'm exhausted from it all...
Take me somewhere far from here & show me I'm not alone. Purge my sorrows & all my fears that have of late been grown.
I'm 33 nearly 34, a family man.. But besides my family, I wonder if I have any real friends... Yeah I got people I visit, and talk to.. But..
I am going through some terrible challenges and problems in my life one after another. I am worried. I am frustrated. I feel hopeless I feel sad and alone. Im broke.
I hate it when I get in fights. All my friends assume I love it. I hate it when people under estimate me. Something thats not hard to do. I hate it when people insult my friends.
Dear mind, Please don't leave me, I know we've had our differences, but that just makes us...well us/me. I promise to try and treat you better.
I'm so far gone, I can do this on my own Please leave me alone Im screaming down the phone My house is not a home, What the hell is going on Where did it go wrong.
pain surrounds you day to day nothing helps it go away pain in muscles pain in joints pain so bad in trigger points. pain that comes and pain that goes pain that keeps you on your toes.