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I never did seem to stand very tall or feel very proud. In a sea of people im just a nobody, a face in the crowd. Wanted to feel a worth just to not feel so worthless.
I wanna stay inside all day, I want the world to go away, Born with a void, heart to destroy With love, if I could sell my sorry soul, then I could have it all, I just want it to be perfect to...
So I've got to have food OCD. Why. Just because, I don't like peppers on my pizza. Not anything but cheese. Mushrooms, pineapple NO. Just cheese please.
Lunch time, lunch time, Time to eat away, Not so much with braces though, Can't give food the time of day.
Welcome to my happy. Place. It's a crime against the human race. Because it's my heart. Filled with hope. Until it it crumbles. To a pulp. If anything falls. Sadness calls. If anything breaks.
For the last 2 years i have been dreading each day until one day where the dreading stoped. So did part of me.
Where are you.
It's no fun, Feeling Glum, Life's a bum. It's all sh*t, I'm done with it, Stuck in a pit :( Give me a gun, It's time for some fun, Am I the only one?. Now I'm mad, Going Bad, Things I never had...
So your calling me a coward. Because I killed my self. I'm selfish coz I ended my life. But there's we're I have you it's my life to do with as I please. Not yours.
That's life, that's what people say. I'm a little unstable, get out my way. I'm staring at the moon, I lost April and May and now I'm stuck in June. That's life, as dull as it seems.
*warning; swear words* So today I got my braces, And they're really FUCKING painful. I know I'll come out happy, That the metal's really gainful. My jaw feels just... On fire.
As I close my eyes and breath in slow, the world that danced the world that glowed, Begins to fade into a pit, of evil truths and painful shit.
24 is the hours I felt ill yesterday 6 is the number if pills to try and make the pain go away 5 is the number of miles I'm about to run 10 is the probably the number of times I'll be saying no to...
I hate you spot, I hate the lot. Stupid little acne breakout, You make me want to scream and shout.
This is me speaking, please just listen. I'm normally stopped from being myself. Don't ignore me. I'm stuck in a mask, It controls me head to toe. I mould to fit, like water in a cup.
I'm not jealous,. Just annoyed,. Why her,. Why you,. I only said no,. Not that I didn't care,. I care,. For you,. It will never be the same,. She hates me,. Has given me grief,glares,.
I'm stronger, I'm tougher but life seems rougher. Things are really bad I spend the day staring at my shoes. But lifting my chin to look at the sky makes me stronger than I knew.
The writing's been on the wall since the day that I was born. I tried to choose a path but both my head and heart are torn. I try to clean the wreckage of the mess that I have made.
I have an ugly red one, it works like Prozac; y'know the type they say makes you high as clouds, and also it has a side effect; you shop like a maniac. I can say I do feel high when I'm out to shop.
I just curl up And become small You'll just look Victorious and tall And have the power That you crave For driving me Into an early grave. Is it fun For you to see Me on the floor Crying for mercy.
So, it STARTED with the tugging, Fine hairs drifting to the ground, Pulling at my scalp a bit, Breaking off without a sound.
Tuesday, 25 January 2011Happy Tuesday my ArseI'm going to repeat that title 'Happy Tuesday my Arse' I'm kinda wishing it was yesterday.
Thursday, 20 January 2011Im supposed to be doing the hoovering.Erm im not being lazy but im an addict to status updating on facebook so its kinda all on there, i spend so much time doing it i have no...
I feel the warmth in my legs and slight muscle strain as I leap into the air to perform a half moon.