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When you're all alone, Awake late at night, Crying in your sadness, Wishing to feel alright. When your heart is dark, The demons closing in, Wishing to punish you, For your latest sin.
I sit and listen to everyone's troubles, giving them my opinion like some kind of therapist. They come and I listen, that's how it's always been ever since I was a kid.
Pour in. Pour in. Pour in. Displace and replace. Like storm clouds into a peaceful sky. A shout into a quiet room. A tragedy into a dull day. Or common sense into an otherwise Republican mind.
I could just fade away for a few hours no one would notice. Maby they might realise their life became easyer. No one would care. I wouldn't be able to fade away i have too much colour.
Sometimes I want to live like I don't feel anything. Like I don't see nor hear everything. I wish I could pretend that I'm still whole and there's nothing missing.
Life is so short, You've got to live it, Time moves so fast, You've got to fill it, Sometime life passes you by, You've missed so much, And you don't know why, But there's so much, But there's still...
You see the truth right in front of you. Still you refuse to acknowledge. You see the darkness falling around you. Still you refuse to acknowledge. The significance of it all this is in principle.
The hardest part of life is not having someone beside you who's willing to listen without judgement when you're at your lowest points in life.
A silent whisper is uttered, none hear it's as if it were stuttered. It's loud and its clear, the only problem being no one wants to hear.
Sometimes I can't take a deep breath, apparently it makes things alright. I never feel relaxed, always tense and on the verge of collapsing, i'm not worried about anything.
I am not worth it. I can't be bothered. I'm distraught. I am tired. I am shattered. I've melted down. I'm a sin. I can't find my way home. I can't fight. I am stupid. I can't ride a car.
I will shine fiercely, I will shine free, I will shine brightly, I will be me. I will grow prouder, I will grow high, I will grow faster, I will just fly.
Am I the new hot topic. The new joke everyone is talking about, I'm just a fool and no one will help. Instead they trick me, making me see myself as something I'm not.
A million days, you may or not live one second enough, to make another his life give. You take it all, but can never forgive. It's your little ego, for which you everyday live. You seem older,...
I walk this lonely path my love, not because I have no-one, not because I do not know that you love me, not because you do not care for me, I walk this lonely path my love, because it is who I...
Don't forget to smile. I remind my self. Say the words you practised. that's it looking good. just a bit longer. I know there talking. I just don't care what there saying. It looks important.
I look at myself in the mirror. So many flaws so many errors. The person staring back at me isn't even me. It's someone different,mean and ugly. I didn't know that it would be this true.
Blue colour leaked from her eyes. And formed little rainbow tears. Staining her face with the repercussion of lies, As her hopes became her fears. She watched it unfold before her.
What to do. What choice to make. An important friendships on the line it's make or break. I don't want to loose them but I know it's not right. The whole thing breaks my heart and blinds my sight.
When the result is the same, However you play. Where is the game. What price will you pay. Success is forbidden, Lose, lose is my choice. I'll stand in my corner, And not use my voice.
To give in to her wouldn't really cost me that much. But to be honest. I would rather give a crippled crab a crutch. Cause I would rather take care of a crusty sea creature.
It's raining again outside and in my heart. It's cold and dark,I need a new start. Bright days are becoming less and less. Just problems,troubles and daily stress. Aching for joy,affection and love.
Fragile as a new-born, Translucent as a past, Touch me and I'll shatter, I wasn't meant to last. Hold me, I'll be broken, Leave me, I will fade, Love me, live me, I will die, Ignore me where I'm laid.
Last night I had such a vivid dream I dreamt I was falling into a stream Not a real stream,a metaphorical sign Of falling,drowning in my mind I couldn't understand,what does it mean. Why was I...