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Sorry I've been AWOL for a while. This due to headaches sore/tired eyes and boarder-lining on the edge of a migraine. I have missed Opuss ?.
I'm done with it All this shit I'm through with it When no ones there And it's not fair I was there But when I need you You have no clue Anything I'm going through When I need someone to...
Fuck the world and his Mrs, i'm fed up with the shit they put me through. I've got very little amo for the guns i've been sticking too. It's time to fight a little different and play a dirty game.
Going on through life, With a spinner's wheel at hand. Trying to stomp down, Stop the wheel Which I so guess to command. But that accelerates the shiny wheel To move faster amd faster and faster.
I can't deal with it. Anymore. Won't hold me down. Anymore. Won't shove me to the ground. Anymore. Won't tell me I'm wrong. Anymore. I won't be taking so long. Anymore. Won't make me sad. Anymore.
Look I'm sorry if everything is wrong, I can't sing, but I'll sing this song.
The music so taunting, The music turned grey. The music in my head will forever stay. The laughter turned deep, Into a hollow cry. It was hard enough to keep, And All i could do was try.
I lay here in thought. the sky colours changing. or is it just that. my eyes are fading. the grey buildings. creeping taller. I lie here feeling. even smaller. The leaves fall slowly.
I'm sitting quietly on the loo My poo won't come out What am I going to do.
You see, I can't to let go.. I can't move on.. i dont think i can, the pain's latched onto me.. And I'm far from safety, i cant hide the struggling, And now i feel like i'm just babbling..
Decisions I hate having to make any kind of decision. Its hard to make them with any kind of precision. Things like, Do I go left or right. Do I submit or do I fight.
I'm feeling so stuffy It makes me all huffy Snot city up my nose Just grows and grows Eyes are so heavy Need to be ready Gots lots to do But feeling blue Throats hurting too What am I to do.
Sad man sitting in the corner of shame, Sorry to say, but there's only you to blame. All the cats are now calling your name. I guess that's what you wanted, no shame. Little sad man, please have hope.
Sorry folks but because Of my mental boarders I can't end the day on An uneven number. I've got mild OCD (or rather CDO If they're in the right order.
Everyones left now I've become forgotten. It hurts inside making me feel entirely rotten. It's as if a doors closed and I'm left on the other side. And no body cares that I'm dying inside.
Sometimes I wonder. Where I've been. Who I am. Do I fit in. Make believing. Is hard alone. Out here on my own. We're always proving. Who we are. Always reaching. For that rising star. To guide me far.
A head full of worries that sleep cant block out. A heart full of sorrow and a mind full of doubt. The path is overgrown, but their used to be a way. Searching for a meaning with the devil to pay.
Sometimes I need to feel pain. It lets me know. Life is not a game. It gives me the shock. That this is life. Nobody would like it. If it was ended with a knife. Sometimes a bruise.
A man sits alone in a dimly lit room, a depressed room devoid of any care and attention.
I know you're petrified. But you need to cast your doubts aside. Lipstick smiles on a paper cup. A spoonful of sugar you thought would cheer you up. Just a little love, you deny you crave.
Why does no one understand. I don't always get what I want. Do I want to never be able to see my best friend. No. Do I want to hear my sister and my parents having screaming matches at night. No.
You see yourself standing all alone, gazing out across the waterfront. It's so quiet and peaceful there, you can leave your worries behind. Take the time to savour every breath.
Oh sweet lord, look down upon me this night and set me free from the angst and turmoil in my life.
You know, I sometimes feel myself falling deeper and deeper in to this deep dark hole, i feel nothing i do will help me find the way out, it's almost like I'm suppose to stay in the dark and all...