Paradoxical
I'm not lost I just haven't found My place in this world, I'm not tired, I've just no drive To get out my words, I'm not torn I'm just not Completely in one piece, I'm not trash I'm just not As...
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I'm not lost I just haven't found My place in this world, I'm not tired, I've just no drive To get out my words, I'm not torn I'm just not Completely in one piece, I'm not trash I'm just not As...
More More More The cravings start to pour I just...can't resist Someone help I don't wanna be like this Hands Shaking Breathe Intaking Just do it whispers he That someone I start to be No...
Find me A book of answers To tell Me how to live. The one that tells Me what to say Or how many fucks To give.
I have this friend, She's obsessed with Opuss, No matter what I do, It's her one main focus. She lives in story, In poems and all, It is like this great, almighty wall.
Maybe, things just aren't what they seem, there's more than what meets the eye, but you're oblivious. You only see the hard surface, you only see the mask.
I get scared a lot. I do fear a lot. I fear, it's a prison. I fear your rejection. I fear, that I will fail, but with you I can't fail. I fear love the most, but I know you love me most.
I feel so tired through and through. All I see, a dreamy hue. Outside the darkness starts to creep. Inside my heart I start to weep. A heavy weight that drags me drown.
Tears. I. Love. You but. I'm still. Crying to. Myself. I. Hate. This old. Feeling I'm. Crying on. My own. So. Eye. Just let. My tears. Spill Down. My face.
When I'm at my proudest. A whisper's smile: it's light. You always point out something. There's a fault; it's not quite right. I suppose I'll never be brilliant. Destined for picking apart.
I came back from where I've been knowing I must face this alone, with no one beside me and all the terrors upon me.
words cannot describe what I feel inside whats happened to all my pride.
I have to be a strong father, husband, son for I am a man. I pray for a sign, a show of strength, anything that lets me know there's a plan. My friends, my family all offer their shoulder.
Two of these: /\__/\' /\ /\ /\ | -,- | | |_| |_| | ^^^^ \_ _/ / \ / \ | | / \ | | | | ' | | I'm followed by my demons, I just can't...
Sometimes all I want is a shoulder to cry on, Sometimes I want a comfy pillow to lie on. Sometimes I just need a hand to guide me through the dark, Sometimes I want someone who'll be completely stark.
As I sit here alone in the dark. With just the flicker of the TV. My eyes feel oh so heavy. My mind is all so hazy. I want to rest my weary head. Let my body just relax and sigh.
Sometimes we make it Easier to leave each other, but just for a while. Sometimes we stop each other to grow, just by reminding, who, what or how we used to be. Change is not every ones favorit friend.
I'm mixed as these tears fall down my face. Never in my wildest dreams. The pain slicing as I fell from grace. But my heart still joyfully beams. I'd never believe I'd have got to one.
I need a wish just one wish My tears hide my wishing star Nightly used to come now it's this I'm left gazing from afar I could really use a wish right now A dream a genie or a wish If only I...
So the drum of life beats on. The drum of my heart heeds on. It shakes me deep into the bone. It shakes my mind, it shakes my soul. She beats it so hard, with her tender hands.
How crazy I must be, Wishing on crazy dreams.
Frustration takes me over, as the great silence rolls over. My weary heart, it sinks. Negative people around. it stinks. I try to ignore the smell, my best, but inside I'm screaming in protest.
But im afraid. Its too late. Ground falls from underneath. There isn't much to feel. Doubt in me rules me. Tries to make me urge me. Urge me to choose weakness over strength.
Scare tactics won't work with me. I don't care if I die, just you see. For all I care you could threaten me with a knife. But let's faces it, I'm another one life.
I'm laying on my bed as i'm looking up at the ceiling.. Suddenly I get this annoying feeling. I'm laying there and something tickles me from within.