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The world seems so colourless, I'm numb feel no pain, Stumbling around this deserted town, Life, I do feign. Darkness surrounds me, I acknowledge no-one, I scream to myself wishing this hadn't begun.
For Jade Fire. Burning everywhere. Heat so intense it hurt to think about. That same deep monotonous laugh. The voices, tortured souls whispering, always whispering.
I feel myself slipping again As I claw at the dirt That lines the hungry, bottomless pit Full of quicksand of black and hurt.
Thoughts in my mind try to squeeze and bind. Want to be free from this daily grind. Need to live a life that's transparent and free. To do what I want and just be me.
At last. I admire her honesty. I knew it. Now she's free. Mind racing. Heart thumping. She's crying. Inside a little piece of me's dying. Gotta be strong. No time to shatter. Listen to Metallica.
I have to Laugh Or I'd cry. Everyone Sipping up Your Lie. That's What You Get. For Believing Any of It. I just find It funny You See. How People Can really Be. I have to LaughOr I'd cry.
Pain and sorrow, why do these feelings have to exist. What does life gain by making me feel hollow.
Battered and broken. Someone outspoken. Light turned dark. Forever the mark. So much pain I'm gone. Tears now all done. Living in the pain. The tears the rain. Everything flew away.
Every move we make Moves us from the place were trying to get to,. Trapped by the Current of life,. Every breath we take to stay above water trying to survive,.
The Evil. Sheer wickedness. I sensed it. Edgy and easy that I felt. in the air. From the beginning. I chose to ignore it. the instinct my eye. It felt it. it felt the darkness. The evil eye.
I sing upon silent winds,. That one day we will be free,. Drenched in my own tears,. The curse of love is bound to me,. Light in the darkness,. A moth to a flame,. I sigh softly,.
Don't you hate it when the world suddenly feels like its turning against you. Like a week ago, you felt that it was all going so right, and now it's going so wrong. But then, what is wrong.
I stay where I am because I am where I stay. Yet you push me away. All you do is betray. You won't let me back. All I fear is attack. And my worries, they stack. Weighing heavy on my back.
Look into my eyes what do you see. An oppressed person or a spirit that is free. Look into my eyes have I a story to be told. Will I die young or die when I get old.
Such a short way to fall in the deepest pit. Such a powerless war effort just to love. You feel such a tease to just roll in the shit. You feel like a pig, when you're the sweet dove.
I'm tired of war and the revolution, I'd rather peace and resolution. It seems to be happening every day, someone else with shit to say.
Logic is undeniable. Emotions are in the end reduced to pure logic which drives us all. And logic is always factual, undeniable. With experience comes a certain numbness.
-Dubious : doubtful- -quandary- -Quandary- -QUANDARY- My life...
I crawl away from my mistakes, But you pull me back into your embrace. And it makes me say "home" Though I deserve to be left alone. No, I don't want you to go, Because you stand me up when I'm low.
Words locked inside my mind. Not sure what I did this time. Pausing memories intense. Feeling emotions I'm up against. Well I just don't know anymore. Drinking and sleeping on the floor.
A poem I wrote yesterday, time to publish :) Shake the life out of that down, make the outside world take a bow. You're the best one there ever was, You are the angel who breaks the curse.
I shall be telling this with a sigh. I haven't slept in a week. Life for me ain't been no crystal stair. What happens to a heart deferred. Looks like nothing's gonna change.
Staring out the window, Looking at the rain, I see a teenage boy, Who looks like he's in pain, Tears run down his face, Cuts across his arm, I wonder what on earth Could cause this boy such harm, His...
Sometimes feel like a star most of the time like a monster I don't like this side, trying to hide it so deep inside Don't want you to see, please stay away from me Feeling the rage, breaking...