Backstage
No time to fret, The spotlight is set, Every eye on you, Watching what you do, You have no flaw, Leaving them in awe, You are the main attraction, Doing all the action, Perfect, None suspect, You...
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No time to fret, The spotlight is set, Every eye on you, Watching what you do, You have no flaw, Leaving them in awe, You are the main attraction, Doing all the action, Perfect, None suspect, You...
Fear me, I'm the madman. And I'll do silly things. Like trying to get on in life. Whilst flying without wings. Hear me, I'm the music man. And I play awesome drums. Until I'm up on my mind's stage.
The surface I wear is torn. My thoughts they seem to leek. Now you've seen my insides, I know you see me as weak. But if I was to explain why, Well then you'd never understand.
I need to find a place. Where my head can rest. I need to find a place. Where I can be my best. My brain is not my own no more. Clouded with too much stress. I just really want to know the score.
Tears keep falling. When will they stop. Fears keep forming. There all I've got. I can't control these feelings. My heart just popped. I can't quit revealing. So I guess I'll drop.
Mirror mirror on the wall,. I see my reflection as my tears start to fall,. Mirror mirror on the door,. I look at that face I used to adore,. Mirror mirror in my hand,.
The blank white page was staring at me, Burning a hole into my skin. Begging me to reveal my secrets Of all I've ever been. I took my pencil to the reflective page, And wrote out my full name.
Last time I didn't step up... I didn't stand up when my time came. I couldn't take the power of the events abrupt. I left it, thought it was lame.
I find myself looking over fences defences up God forbid that I’m the one to blame I saw your side lunar and delicious your moonbeam arms to wrap around my heavy frame I find myself a hole...
This pillow feels so soft. These eyes they weigh so much. But for some peculiar reason, To the waking world I clutch. There is no logic for it. My mind won't simply still. I'm going out of my head.
Softly, softly, heart be still. Be calm and listen, if you will. Gently, gently, all is right. Shield me from tempestuous night. Darkly, darkly, hear sirens cry. To burn my wings they can but try.
Golden orb, yellow light come to banish, banish the shadows and fears of the night The fears and worries that crawl from the dark White hot sun Beat them back Expel them from my heart.
Precariously perched on the precipice she stands Her back turned to the sea With her soft outstretched hands A feeble attempt at an angel, Innocent, unplanned Her untold story flashes Behind her...
Alone in the dark I don't have to be me, I can fly with the seagulls far out to sea, Or hunt with the eagles on mountains and moors, And lay with the driftwood on tropical shores.
Beats thumping, swirling, and mixing in my mind Keeping my Adrenaline pumping, courage not far behind Taking in the surreal, deafening silence, The cold air I feel, In this city full of violence.
I've been fine for ages..no thoughts or feelings about boys or whatever. I stopped thinking about him too. But I just watched an episode of Rain Love and it made me emotional.
It grips ever so tight. It has me in a vice. Like a mouse. Caught by surprise. By a cat that was just lurking outside. Depression grips me and won't let go. A forced smile comes out wrong.
You don't wanna know what I've been through. You don't wanna know what this heart has taken. I'm a lone wolf in a world of sheep. I'm a stranger wallowing in the deep. A mind of endless questioning.
Sometimes I just want to be loved. It seems like such a criminal thing to think. How dare I even let that be a passing thought. My cage is an empty fortress.
There always comes that time, When you realise you're helpless. And you wish your tenderness could soothe: A touch, a caress.
Today My heart beats Duplicitously Treacherously As a vigilante For you And him Together And separately Owing you My loyalty For all the years And tears Spent Spilt As two sides Of the same coin.
Night time falling everything blue. Can't stop feeling I should be with you. Try to be strong, haven't the might. Everything's wrong and baby that ain't right. Suppressed emotion, can't seem to say.
I'm sure I had rational thought, Once upon a time. Though when that was seems far ago. For suspicious thoughts are hounding me. And clouding all my sight. Stopping me from seeing all that is good.
Mirror, Why must you lie. You call me pretty. You call me skinny. You say I am perfect. Someone takes a picture of me and I am ugly. I step on the scale and I am fat. I am not perfect.