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Devils eyes filled me recently..... Strange longing sensations within me, Heart pumping rapidly then easy, Almost lost the pieces of me.
I see you've come to save me, And fix my broken ways, So go on and make you plea, Then be on your way.
Black Magic, held Carefully, in my hand Squeezing gently Irreverently, This religion banned Church goers spy Me in the pew, sweating Profusely, Why.
The feeling of being on edge constantly, Is getting to me, deep deep down. Pretending to smile on the surface, When within there is a frown.
So it was all a lie, One final lie to fool us all. We've said are final goodbye, Now you've come to enthral. leave me be, I want no part in your games. Let me be free, Keep me from the flames.
If you begged me would I stay. or simply turn and be on my way. Words I use to appease. but they're empty only used to please. I sing a song of commitment. whilst playing out the scene of abandonment.
Watching two boxes Fall down into the big fire pit I Dug with my own two hands this Morning.
It's all over as I'm stumbling over myself... Wrestling with my own heart.. Tussling with my own thoughts... Reconciling the wrongs I made And agreeing with the decisions I created.
Are you looking for me. Or searching threw the dusty remains. Have you set me free. Or have you tighten the chains.
"I want to run" So do I.
#acorns Crushing all your aspirations, Choking all your inhalations, Clutching all your exhalations, Dismissing any celebrations.
I rush about from place to place To find somewhere to hide Screaming my soul's displeasure To those whom I pass by.
It's not perfect It hurts, My heart I hate you I love you I'm unsure, Of everything I'm lost I'm confused I'm tired, Of fighting myself I want you I need you I loathe you, ...
The door closed with a creak and shut behind me, -I hadn't moved an inch, something wrapped past me. Stains on my hands, red gluke of fear, my Jekyll cursed my Hyde with tainted grunts of jeer.
It's just a shame how life decides to implement its rules on you. How no matter what you try you cannot escape its hold and therefore are obligated to live within its rules.
Everything you are is at odds with you Say you hate the old but you're scared of the new Decisive in your mind, your head sits on the fence Enter with a swagger but no confidence Lay the best laid...
#acrostic. Life is governed by such emotions. Of our hearts and of our minds. Violent storms and rocky oceans. Escape these things and love survives. And after love has been and gone.
#acrostic. Longing to get a taste of you again. Oppressing the urges to lose myself. Vicarious atonement for your sins. Echoes flicker through my mind of us. And still I long for your caress.
Where did I go. Where have I been. I'm really not sure. The things that I've seen. My minds all a flutter. My life's in a rut. I really am wishing. My door would stay shut. But something is in here.
Lying to yourself to keep yourself sane. Believing the lies because its the only way. Trusting its the only way so that you don't break. Wishing that you broke so you didn't have to lie.
Hello, hello. Girl. Help me open up a. World. Look me in the eyes and. Inspire me. Lose me in you magic and. Bewilder me. Hear what I say and just. Believe in me. Come into my heart and. Live in me.
Maybe I am paranoid Or a tad insecure But my eyes glow green with envy Every time you look at her And maybe this is nothing But my gut tells me I'm wrong I know there's something between you...
Mirror, mirror, on the wall, Through you I want to fall, Help me get out of this place, So I don't have to look at my face.
Well if I come across a little bit distant, It's just because I am, Things just seem to feel a little bit different, I hope you understand.