Monsters In My Head
Clawing away at the inside of my skull, they dance happily; screeching in elation, overjoyed at the pain they cause me, they pace loudly in small circles screaming for me to listen to them and...
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Clawing away at the inside of my skull, they dance happily; screeching in elation, overjoyed at the pain they cause me, they pace loudly in small circles screaming for me to listen to them and...
I'm awakened by far and distant truths that closeth in, beyond all speeds of time that in which light travels. I cannot hide; my chest be tight, crushed from deep inside, ever restricting tighter.
Trapped under the surface, Hands around my neck. Flashbacks of my life seem more like a train wreck. The darker side of life, which most only read.
How do you do it. Just pretend it's alright, Carry on like nothing happened, Just pretend that I lied, How do you do it.
I am cruel and unkind, Playing games with the mind. Attacking those who are weak, Tears and heartbreak I seek.
It's becoming real, That shadow of a fear, Setting in, settling, Finding a place in my heart, In which to nestle And spreading through my veins, Crawling across my skin To the ends of my...
Funny a joke, Everyone's punch line, The clown under a cloak, Time for me to shine. Painted on disguise Just want to blend in, How about some lies. Let the laughter begin.
Stop it now you're opening a cut I thought had healed When you decided to move on this was not the deal My dreams have become Twisted I can't...
I feel myself slipping again As I claw at the dirt That lines the hungry, bottomless pit Full of quicksand of black and hurt.
Do you think this is funny. Are these tears for your amusement. Just drink them up, get giddy from there pain Do you think it's a joke?. That I sit here and weep. I won't believe it. It's not true.
Chain me. Beat me. I have given my self, Wide awake, and dying for you. Sing your stranger's lullaby's, and leave me for dead. Give me a kiss of death, I've had so many.
Tear me, rip me, slash me with those bloody threats, Like brittle knives, fangs grind and chew on newly cut wounds Bruise me, slap me, engulf me with your words, For I will get back up and take your...
A thousand eyes glare at me, A thousand hands push me down. A thousand lips scream obscenities But I don't hear a sound. Pulled in every direction, I can't handle anymore.
Painful in my soul. My heart threatens my brain. I'm lost and unknown. I can't find my home. You tore me to shreds. Left me in the dust. So I could just lay there. For the rest of my life. And die.
Was I never enough. Did I not give more love. Are you another sentimentally bored lonely housewife with chores. Another fatal night out scorned. Cease the night - out of sight.
Empty promises to loving hearts, injects its poison to those tender parts. You shed your skin, so worn and withered, to seek shelter in peace you slithered.
The passage in the hallway hears a silent cry god forbid he should make a noise For his parents will just lie He fell out of his cot they'll exclaim But only the four walls around him will really...
A diligent student unlike any other. All knowledge leans towards her, assembly together. Never lost, nor forgotten. She retains it all, but is downtrodden. Her gift of memory, however useful.