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to look like she doesn't care. but she does. a cross on her neck. even though she doubts Him. the cross means more to me than her. more than her. than her.
Theres a special feeling,. a certain feeling quite tragic,. it rages in the mind,. like a fire burning plastic,. it does not go away,. just stays to fight a war,. fights a war it knows its gonna win,.
You're leaving me All of us Taking off Making a fuss About this hell We're all trapped in I know it sucks Don't know where to begin...
I'm sitting, listening to silence Time seems to hollow out time A war is going on, but no sign of violence.
(sorry, this isn't my best, just something I kind of threw together at the time.
Lost. Stuck. Confused. Don't know what to do, Don't know what to say. Should I go in this direction. Or the other way. Perhaps this option would be best, Or maybe this one would.
This isn't me. I was Mr positivity. I used to find the silver linings, Now I let shit get to me. This isn't me. I'm just not the same. Something inside has broken free, And left my brain in pain.
Alone she cries, she's dead inside. Hurt again, her heart flatlines. A message scrawled upon her skin. Vertical lines, suicidal hyms. Far too strong, for far too long.
There are days When life just seems so shitty. When animals are preferred over people's company.
Turn off my emotions. Turn off my dread. Turn off my anguish. Leave me for dead. Turn off the lights. Turn off the time. Turn off these days. Tell them that i'm fine. Turn off my thoughts.
D ark cloud is looming, E verything black. P robing depression, R elentless attack. E rupt into tears, S oon they'll run dry. S o sorry I'm like this, E nd it I'll try.
When i look to the past. I have one regret. And only one memory. I try to forget. I did what i did. What i had to. But it didnt seem that way. To you. I tryed to explain. But it didnt work out.
Up so high I'll never fall Just when I think I'm more than fine I hit another wall Send me flying On top of the world Laughing to crying Plunged down the rabbit hole Maybe it's just insanity Call...
And here I sit In my own little corner of wrong You say I can't be a fool I've got to be strong When did you make all the rules.
I can't stand how he makes me feel. I can't stand how many tears that I have cried because of him. I can't stand how much of a disappointment he is. I can't stand how he treats her.
Like you care, what I do. It's me that's damaged, not you. It's not your fault, not his not hers. But is it mine, and all my trapped up fears. Things resurface, with no real cause.
I could not save your life No more than I could stop the tide But know, you know, how hard I tried And how I cried When your hand left mine.
You know what is time consuming. I questioned myself. Having all this feelings and sometimes i just think i will burst out. This rotten feelings poisoning me from the inside and i just cant handle...
There all against me, Control of myself fading, Lost in a world of thoughts, Sadness, hate are radiating, They don't care, They never have, Getting ready for me to die, So they stuff me away into a...
This may be a little dark. So read only if you'd like.
We never really said anything important. I think it was already there, hanging in the silence. Or maybe we were just afraid of the answers.
Just words to paper not really supposed to make sense... Knee deep in emotional torment, Dragging life around, Like a bird with clipped wings longing to fly free again.
I woke up one day feeling not the same, whats going on.
Intermission... Lately...I haven't been myself...haven't been happy...haven't been sad...mainly angry. Unclaimed...unknown anger. I dnt quite understand it's direction or where it's come from.