Drugged Up Under The Sun
All drugged up under the sun. Is this what you wanted from life to be a bum. So much potential. Your mind has become confidential. You pretend your okay. But you have lost your mind.
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All drugged up under the sun. Is this what you wanted from life to be a bum. So much potential. Your mind has become confidential. You pretend your okay. But you have lost your mind.
Shadows all around me. As I slip into the dark. The fragility of my mind. Relays the state of my heart. I know I can't carry on like this,. Every day is a war. I used to want your company.
Mind: numb Cogs: still whirring... Body: aches Eyes: nothing occurring. There's life in here, but who turned the lights out. Who said "Forget it", then gave my brain the wipeout.
Swamped in an ever consuming sea Wondering where this life will lead...
I do not search for some twisted sort of attention, Merely a friend, a person, someone to share this load. How would I myself know where is safe to turn.
~~~~I know, it's been so long since I've posted some of this.. But they'll get more regular after this.. I hope.
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. Sometimes i feel like i should run away. All i ever seem to do is hurt people. I never help them. They might be happier without me. I know they love me.
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(Inspired by @natalee). This is for the broken ones. This is for all those who care. About everyone. But still take time for themselves. For all the broken ones who grieve. For one and for all.
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The voice began to speak in spiteful tongue I thought of what things I had done Could I had done things another way.
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Looking at myself in the mirror Will I ever be okay.
Filthy holes in my shoes,. There are ladders in my tights,. Tears in skirt is old news,. As well as blood filled bites,. Glass filled hands are bleeding,. But freezing in the snow,.
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