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to give your soul. for material things. to take it all. and leave them again. one thing on your mind. not love. not friendship. not me. not love. not me. not me. not you. how to win it all.
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to give your soul. for material things. to take it all. and leave them again. one thing on your mind. not love. not friendship. not me. not love. not me. not me. not you. how to win it all.
#nightdwellers #beginningline The frosted grass cracked under foot as winter took hold on the night.
in his house. church. some prestigious stupid name. unauthorized claims. no visible gain. it's a mental mind game. close your eyes. open your mind. let them in. let them turn you. let us help you.
Do you know a life of loneliness and one filled with pain Living a life with nothing to gain Surrounded by darkness Overwhelmed with shame A life without peace with no one to blame.
Come to think of it I'm not entirely sure Where I lost myself Maybe it was in those 8 hours of classtime Lost in notes and due dates Equations and definitions In beds of strangers or Old friends...
End of the world: I lay here and I'm thinking. What can I do right now to make this special. I play back the memories in my head.
waking up early dreaming of sleep talking to someone who doesn't make a peep he's always there he's always watching but he never should be never should be responding he isn't responding for a...
They'd built a man, no flesh, no bone Cast him into our world, alone Seeking answers none could give What is my purpose. Why do I live. His confusion and his anger grew Wasn't he a man like me and...
I'll close my eyes and wish I was gone. Not gone forever, that would be wrong. Just for a week, to have a short break. Much more of this living I cannot take.
I have read and seen so much pain in last few days that I feel it as a physical weight and can not sleep for having unwanted images.
I stood there looking at the screen showing the train times. I was avoiding going home.
There are no rainbows in my sky No music in my ears The stars no longer twinkle Dreams replaced by fears Rivers still run deep The mountains still high Oceans still azure blue A desert still so...
They'll dress it up like they're doing you a favour, when really all they're doing is fucking you over. That's only an analogy, because I was playing a game.
For dreams never dreamed. And hopes never kept. And love never gleamed. And tears never wept. We fight for this all. And lay in our graves. We fight and we fall. For truth never saves.
Hello again, and today is Wednesday, December 12, 2012. Today I was unfortunately reminded about a remark I made a few years back whose long shadow finally caught up with me.
I don’t have a life anymore My life is just one big bore Just studying and working The most exciting part of my day is burping From the Coke that I drink to keep myself awake So what if I made a...
what if I don't want to be your one and only. what if I don't want forever. I want to go outside. I want to see the sun. I want to be alone. I want space. time and space. only time will tell.
It starts with a simple itch, Then grows to a thunderous tick, And we're all just so damn sick, Of all we see.
Falling. faster, faster, faster. I'm falling out. Falling. This is how I feel. I feel as though I'm slowly dying. People around me are happy and I just can't tell why. I just want to be somebody.
As this mass confusion grips my mind, Searching for facts, I just can't find. Trying to make sense of what lies behind, Maybe I'm blind or lost my mind.
A story never told, Your cards were folded as soon as they were dealt, I've lost trust in myself, I just need to find you so desperately, Don't run from me now, my sanity, This frail state of...
Walk up shiny silver streets, You're bristling with the ease you meet, You're walking with the days that you have broken.
I don't know my direction, Away from the street signs, I'm lost without the light, of the fluorescent street lights.
On the top tier; a baby Jesus, with the letters 'H', 'O', 'L', and 'Y'. On the second tier; the nativity of Bethlehem, with Hamas rocket men toys.