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I could'nt hear a word that you said. If you need to leave, then please go ahead. Don't wake me up, just leave me in bed I'll figure this out, after I'm dead. Was anything real, or just an idea.
She was only 10 when a demon attacked her body. They broke her apart. This demon's name was anorexia. Her life fell apart. Her friends walked away, as fast as her weight loss. Her lowest was a 58.
I looked up in the darkness Lying in my bed Lonely, lost and broken All my tears were shed The things that I once lived for Pale in comparison To what I steal and beg for The wrongs that I have done.
One minute your there, The next your gone. Up in a poof of smoke, did you ever exist. I asked myself this as I laid on the couch, the T.V.
I'm trying, I'm praying but no one hears my screaming. I'm trapped inside this world, and no one understands it. It's all so dark and it's all so quiet.
The music was downward spiralling upwards with a cool beat. Youthful expressionism in love and defeat. Summer illusions in September's heat. Chasing down forgotten memories in sleep.
All drugged up under the sun. Is this what you wanted from life to be a bum. So much potential. Your mind has become confidential. You pretend your okay. But you have lost your mind.
#emotion #loss. I miss the mess you've made. Of my heart, my life,. I miss your glorious car crash existence,. Your permanent semi-disaster,. Walking like nothing matters,.
It's hard to find inspiration In an ruined life, a wreck, A desolate wasteland, But for the ruts and scars of mistakes; Oh what a mess I've made Of a once pristine living dream, What a good girl I...
#Household #match @Melchiorj13. My heart was forged by fire. Trapping those inside. Hurting those around me. Killing those who survive. My heart was forged by fire. Lit by the darkest match.
This chaotic rain keeps on falling. It hurts me, I'm one big bruise I'm down on my knees, crawling. Inside me, a bomb, ignite the fuse. Run me over with a car. Or with a speeding train.
Vanish into the air,. My lovely liar,. taming fire behind your lips,. Ignited by desire,. Burnt by a lovesick kiss,. Lips locked,. we're non existent,. Exploding skin & bone,.
Nowhere to go now, finally time to face,. The darkness inside of me, my utter disgrace,. The light burns my eyes, as they threaten my life,. I've trained hard for this, blood, sweat and strife,.
And so i run. I run from you. I run from hatred. I run from my life. But i cannot run forever. I will tire and fall. And i wont get back up. I will stay there where i lay, crumpled and alone.
Insides diminished,. Standing at the starting line,. Not looking back, heading for the finish,. Spilling what's already half empty,. Can't bleed,. there's not much left,.
I found all that I need inside your cool fiction grease and hard boiled greed gives you slips and confliction late night, Lexington Drive I got that dark feeling overreach till you die the dose that...
Cold as the hatred in my eye, Shoot me now, I'd rather die, For I have not a tear to cry, I, the queen of ice.
#emotion / I \ /Live\ /For the\ /Flame.
Untouchable,. Collapsible,. Unspoken,. Chemicals tainted your insides,. You whispered you were unbroken,. As you shattered your bones,.
Addict, fiend,. Unable to breathe,. Tied up. in an addictions needs,. Cigarettes & whiskey,. Until insides bleed,. Fiend waiting to feed,. Sowing, planting. addictions seeds,. Deadly poison.
Living in hell,. Down into dark,. I fell,. Aimless wanderer,. Lost, escaping myself,. My minds my prison cell,. From what I can tell,. I threw away the key. And blinded myself. from the sun,.
I threw up all night And it felt good, right, Somehow like I was Purging myself of The laughter I'd allowed, The smile that had Weakly crawled across My lips, I had, for a moment, Stopped thinking...
#emotion. A misty darkened solitude. I contemplate. A single indiscretion's brought me. To my fate. You gave all and everything. How did I repay. With a swollen raw affection. Someone else's way.
I'm meaningless. I'm made. Of dust and sticks. Of nothingness. Of the ebb and flow. Of emptiness. I no longer. Exist. I'm. Meaningless. I'm. Falling. And I can't stop. I wait for. The impact.