"Shush Baby"
She woke with a start Oh god no not this again Reality and fantasy she could not part The nightmares were back, here again.
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She woke with a start Oh god no not this again Reality and fantasy she could not part The nightmares were back, here again.
Church bells still ring Choir boys don't sing They scream abuse Of trust misused A mentor is mental For he knows of a judge on rental Judge me not for I know of god Tis not a habit for my...
*warning the theme is of abuse* A victim of abuse Something she had grown accustomed to He was supposed to be a figure of trust But instead he was filled with hatred and sinful lust.
The plastic burned beneath my fingers, bubbling acidly across the calloused expanse of my thumb.
Please don't read if you are offended by the F word. Yes you maybe fucked up in many ways. But that shouldn't mean you lock yourself away. Yes you may have the nightmares to.
Friends, we all have them some are tall some are small but my friends are different my friends don't like soccer or football no my friends love adventure.
Broken heart and broken mind, The things that make me define, The lost life in front of me, The lost things that I wanted to be, After the last time you cheated, And I lay on the ground...
Kicks and a punch. Marks and bruises. After dinner and lunch. Consciousness looses. Ropes and wire. Tied to a pole. Hurts like fire. Burns the soul. Flesh apart. Lemons and lime. Burning heart.
I can see them coming,. Like I'm their daily prey,. My heart is drumming,. For being weak, I have to pay,. They take all my bags,. As they pin me against the wall,. My belongings are in rags,.
I just want to quickly point out, that these chapters can get quite harsh and unpleasant quite quickly, so younger and more sensitive readers please be aware.
So this one is a bit of a filler, but the next one I promise will be so amazing.
How does it feel to know the hurt you have caused. Does it make your heart feel bitter and cold. How does it feel to know there's no longer a girl just an empty shell.
Blood blood everywhere. It's happened again to my despair. Most of it is my own. Everyone I loved now's festering bone. My face is covered with bruises and tears.
I felt strong arms lift me from the ground and carry me out to the car. When I woke up I was back at Octavius's house.
I feel the cold, Biting my skin. I feel the frost, Freeze everything. The dried up tears, No longer fall. As if the pain, Weren't there at all. The sticky blood, Seeps out my side.
If I close my eyes Will it all go away. How loud do I have to scream. How hard do I have to pray. Scared to open my eyes, Because I know nothing changed. You're still here. You're still deranged.
The shadow closes around me. I daren't open my eyes. I know it's there, I can sense it. Yet I don't want to flee. The shadow strike fear into my heart. Causes me lots of pain.
At first it was green, Fresh Forrest green. With colours of blues, yellows, purples, pinks, colours galore. Full of twinkly stars. Life. Then the white light peaked on the horizon.
This is real. This dirt under perfect fingernails. Perfect scratches down. Barbie plastic skin. This is real. Like a bomb that can't quite explode. A verse that just couldn't come.
I've always dreamt of my first kiss to be magical. I thought it would be me pinned up against a tree, as a sunset went down and turned into stars. Or in the rain in a neon lit up city.
I fell off the side of a cliff with a rocky patch below. I thought I had fell to my death all alone. Cracked my skull and fractured my spine. I was hurt in the end although the beginning was fine.
Uncontrollable fire swept through my home like an angry, roaring beast. Nothing but acrid smoke was burning the inside of my lungs, as that was all I could breathe in.
I opened my eyes and looked around the tiny room I was in. I don't remember how I got there. The room had padded walls (like you would find in a asylum) with a concrete floor.
My hand falls to my face, The black eye that I have, Harsh and fatal memories I can't erase, People I can not beat, A reputation I now keep, The deadly scars, My body holds, The bloody bruises, For...