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Push, pull Need, don't want You like this smile. But the tears, they haunt... It's dark in here, But don't turn on the light, I need to rest, Let it's grip become my plight.
You tell me to stay away,. And that he's trouble,. But you weren't saying that yesterday,. Well what seemed like only yesterday,. Leaving him would be a crime,. It'll only be time,.
There's a blue plastic box. Tucked under my bed. Brimming with secrets. Traced from my head. Inside there's a notebook. That's purple and white. And filled with ideas. I dream of at night.
You know when you get those days when nothing goes right. I just want to find something new in my life. I'm fed up of what I'm doing at the moment.
He lay there, the giant cavity in his chest was sucking all the oxygen out of the air before he had a chance to breath it in to allow his body to function, he felt his lungs spasm as they clawed...
I look at myself in the mirror with such hatred, I see imperfection looking back at me, blue tearful eyes that glare back with no emotions shown in them.
The bottle says two. I'll take four or five. Not enough to get sick. Not enough to die. Just enough for some rest. A very deep sleep. Maybe I'll stay out for days. Maybe I'll stay out for weeks.
I'm sorry I can't have a 4.0 Or have almost-perfect grades Sorry I don't volunteer on very many days I'm sorry I don't have tons of friends Or pretty hair or eyes I'm sorry I don't tell the truth I'm...
So much to do. So much in the way. I want to forget it. And just sleep all day. I don't want to leave. The warmth of the sheets. I don't want to wake. And face the workweek. I want to get sick.
When the devils come to play, They always leave a mess, They have never made things better, Than before, they only guilt and stress.
Razorblades and scarlet tears Diet pills and great big fears Food logs and the bathroom scale It's just a test you're afraid to fail A race for control A thirst for perfection The urge for...
My heart is dark, Like coals are black. It's a deadweight living, Everything I lack. My heart is dusty, Pained from lack of use. Its strings are rotten, Squeaky and loose.
Suffering silently, my own sadness, Caught in my own deranged madness, Oblivious, I don't know how, No body wants to know me now.
One more lonely soul. Another lost. Forgotten. You're in my same boat. Dreams and ambition all rotten. You starve. And cut. And hate yourself. You're stressed. And can't rest.
I need to stop .
Anger, Rage, Shame...Depression all cld some up my past few days. Some moments were so low I contemplated being lifeless.
I wake up to the sound of life the sound of life outside comforts me and starts my day just right till I walk into the devils din I hear nothing but anger and depression all day long I count the...
Spiced orange candles, Mp3 on loop, Stacks of coursework, hail storms, And a carton of cranberry juice.
World is cruel. It ain't scary. Fear is just. Imaginary. Behind bars. Of darkness. All alone. More or less. Mentally. I cut my wrist. I ask myself. Do I exist. I hide myself. Behind the pain. Who am...
#colourchallenge. Warning: very bleak. The black attacks me. And suffocates me too. No twinkle of light. No way out of this gloom. The dark embarks. And carries me away. It grasps me so tight.
How do we manage to get here . to that stage of no return, can't see through the clouds of despair and doubt, when we crave for love- we yearn..
It's as if the world is hidden. Under a thick sheet of grey. The blue sky has gone,. All the colors faded away. And the music no longer plays. It was the epitome of happiness, fun and free.
It's been a long time. I've not written a thing. My life's all screwed up. What will death bring. My mind is a blank. My heart simply gone. I'm sitting here waiting. Deaths taking so long. 34 years.
I was never anything compared to her. She has friends. She's had boyfriends. She has people who care. She hurt herself, and almost lost her life, And every one helped her.