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I'm five out of ten of the traits you list. You ask for that and I give you this. Draw your hands into two small fists. Bruise my lips with an angry kiss.
So here's a story all about how my life got flipped, turned upside.
My candle burns a lovely light, Very clear in my sight, Inhaling the fresh candle air, Not having a care.
Be oblivious. Ignore the obvious. You must have missed the point. If there was ever any understanding It long since left this joint.
#nightdwellers Inspired by @RichWithey ;-) Reaching into the bottom of a mind altering bottle I'll find myself more reasons at full throttle Peeling back the surface of what once was dignified...
#Household It's time to put the knife away, It's time to live another day. It's time for me to recognise, That this knife holds a thousand lies.
Eternal pain, something I will take to my grave. Your memory is an image I just can't erase. I spend my life always walking in the shadows. Scared, alone, locked away inside my castle.
I had two Him, you Both mine Greedy Selfish as That makes me. One, I didn't act Soon enough And he got Scared Hurt And ran Because I Wouldn't leave My first man.
Tonight we say goodbye. Tomorrow begins a new day. The light shown through your window. How does the sun shine on a day like this. Tragically I must let you go.
I've got a big pile of cocaine. I have enough to ease the pain. I've got new reasons to fly (to fly). I'm going to get myself high. I've got worn out leather boots. I took too many steps from you.
Searching, seeking, wandering, to find. Those secrets so safely hidden away in your mind. I count the mistakes I've made but I've lost track & time, learning from mistakes. Hopeful that's all it...
Another song of mine, I love writing songs, it makes me feel so much better. Don't worry darling you're not insane, don't worry about me, it will all be okay.
I'd had a bad week. Had a lot of drinking to do. Wanted to drop my troubles. At the door of 'The Anchor Blue'. I had 3 lagers, 4 JD and cokes. Followed by 5 vodka shots. The troubles were fading fast.
Jesus does'nt love me, so how can I love you. You tell me that you need me, but I don't think you do. Mother can't help me, I make my own mistakes.
A long day has come to pass, Inky fingers entwine, push against one another, cracking quietly as the artist stretches, he rubs at his eyes, transferring a wash of colour onto his hot red cheeks,...
Seal it. Stick a pin in, Freeze the tears for a rainy day. Post-it notes and worn fridge magnets, Hold your memories, boxed up fragments, Of reality's fights and foreplay.
Say that I'm INHUMAN. Then watch me as I bleed. Say I am RESTRICTED. Then gloat as I am freed. Say I have no HEART left. Then stab me in the chest. Say nobody LOVES me. Then lay me where I'll rest.
How can u love me. I'm a monster. I just hurt. play games. Make life bad for every 1. I'm good at all the sinful things. I make you forget the good things you have in your life.
Palace Hotel is a place so far from the real world I equally want to run away and stay here forever.
Sleep eludes me, far 2 much on my mind 4 me 2 ever find peace...so I sit, pry more alone than I've ever been, idle thoughts getting the best of me...ripping apart at the seems of my psyche, I'm a...
#household Thick, laced and red, Beckoning to my head, In a bowl, mug or glass, Temptation comes, I feel it swirl and mass, So sweet it will taste, Yet I should leave, And run without haste, Can't...
Not everyone can live the way you do. Not everyone is as healthy as you. But if I was I wouldn't be throwing it away on drugs and cigarets and alcohol. I wouldn't do any of those things.
Have to find another way To let my mind recover Another morning feeling dirty Fragile, depressed and hungover. An outcast from society, I can't handle sobriety.
You say you want to know the real me. I hope you're certain and clear As I think you'll find these confessions Are not what you want to hear....