Turmoil Of The Mind
The music blares, to drown out the thought, That all of my struggles, they were for nought. I can't believe that I fell for the trick they call life. All it has brought me is countless strife.
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The music blares, to drown out the thought, That all of my struggles, they were for nought. I can't believe that I fell for the trick they call life. All it has brought me is countless strife.
I can't think straight again today. I'm way too tiered to play. Gonna dig myself a shallow grave. Lay me down to dream I'm brave. I can't think straight anymore. I'm way too drunk to explore.
Sometimes I wonder day and night That I am soaring - taking flight Sometimes to a wall I say hello Only to receive a lonely echo Sometimes I scream in fury But for no reason, surely.
I started walking away. I didn't care if the others went with me or not. We had to part ways anyway. I didn't turn back. I set my sight on the path in front of me. Something was touching my shoulder.
Times are changng, shits getting tough. Not that lil' kid any more, I've had enough. The worlds become and ugly place to be. Most of the beauty i'll never see. My life seems to always head down hill.
I had four instagram friends, that I was very close with about the eating disorder-because they could relate: they too had eating disorders.
A tear runs down and hit the pillow. Here I am again. Lonely in the dark. Nausious from holding back the feelings. That swirls around. In my stomach. And in my head.
Death is forever. So don't flirt with suicide. Death is painful. Stay away from knives. Death is not for lovers. So don't lie. Death is not for me. So don't even try. Death is clever. So be careful.
Nightmares plague me, They haunt my sleep. I lay awake to avoid them. Throughout the house I creep. I've started to look tired, I swear it's not my fault. My teachers complain I forget stuff.
Life is hard, I know it so, It's like I'm barred, I wanna let go.
If you lay down and shut your eyes, The world will still revolve. Though it may bring final peace to you, Not one problem will it resolve.
What will you think you'll find. In my mind full of black, a swirling abyss. What will you find when I don't even know my own mind.
There's a problem with my brain,. It's the reason why I'm stuck. There's a little mental game. That always seams to leave me fucked. The numbers in my name. Have always brought me varied luck.
Hey there. It's me again. Miss me. No. Well, I've certainly missed you. Haven't changed a bit. Have you. Still as twisted and disturbed as you was before. Fucked.
~ by Eventide In my head there are places I avoid. Too dark to see and too painful to feel. When I'm awake they are numb by my control but when I close my eyes they arise.
I am lost in my mind, sinister snake,. Swallowing me whole, it begins to take,. Sliding me Anxiety a bit of depression,. Infecting me with confusion no chance for retribution,.
I don't know how to sleep anymore. I watch the sky bright-eyed upon its freckled scene, as its light gazes back upon me and my spineless soul.
She cries because she's ugly, she cries because she's alone. She cries because her parents won't listen, she cries when he won't answer his phone.
Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody. You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either.
Well..it will probably Kill me. Although, it will probably be said it was the cancer/virus/accident/disease etc etc etc. And I Don't digress. One thing I was brought up with, was the concept of Pride.
If only the pain would go. So that I could feel normal. People passing by don't seem to notice. If only the pain would go. Returning me back to the way I was. I don't want to feel like this anymore.
How do you know if something is wrong. When your mind becomes a game of simple roulette. Where its pain filled like the game of Russian roulette. A game to win, lose or die.
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