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All alone. In this world. There's nothing I can do. Lost outside. I'm in the dark. I feel I'm losing you. Tonight's the night. And I feel. There's nothing I can do. I feel so cold. Without a soul.
Im fine. I would even go as far as to say I'm happy. Until it gets dark. Until you're gone in your own bed somewhere far away floating through unconsciousness.
~Warning: bad language~ I never seem to learn From all the mistakes, Bad ideas and heartaches I've put myself through, Guess I like the taste of you Way too much to ever quit, And I never seem to...
It sucks having a terrible day, getting your heart broken, and going to sleep trying to remember how to be happy again. You start crying until you fall asleep, wishing to never wake up again.
The walled garden and the empty overgrown lake. Your eyes flutter as you gently drift awake. The owl and the cockerel call to the moon. Fear not dear one sleep will find you again soon.
I'm reading The Perks of Being A Wallflower right now and a lot of it is really hitting home for me...it's kinda scary. This time last year, I was losing myself, I was depressed, and I didn't care.
I'm tired, but I can't sleep. I'm hungry, but I can't eat. I'm cold, but I can't get warm. I'm in pain, but I can't stop it.
I don't know what a bad day is. Only boredom. I've never felt sad in my whole life. Only boredom. Torture doesn't even come close. Only boredom. Mental illnesses I could only wish. Only boredom.
I feel the cold, Biting my skin. I feel the frost, Freeze everything. The dried up tears, No longer fall. As if the pain, Weren't there at all. The sticky blood, Seeps out my side.
My life is perfect I have everything I need. There isn't anything I really greed. I don't understand why I am so depressed, Maybe I need some more rest.
No life in that ghostly face, Sitting wordless, gazing into space. Purple bags beneath eyes, Body numb from all the lies. Only life is ragged breath, Inches from life, inches from death.
The morning lacks. Promise,. I've no get up and go,. Just. A bitter taste of coffee. Minus. A well-needed, but avoided. Cigarette,. They will only be my death,. Slow. And painful, like life I. Guess,.
Nothing prepares you for a night of complete loneliness. 4am comes around, all of that strength you possessed in the day unhinges itself in the midst of cold sheets and the silences that you dread.
Have to get up. Have to be awake. Have to get ready. For Christs sake. Have to brush my teeth. Have to style my hair. Have to be prepared. For this mornings nightmare. Have to change clothes.
I've hit it again, like a meteor hits earth; Crashing down; nothing preserved. I've burnt my strength to the ground; Screaming in silence, not a single sound. How did I get down; so deep down.
It takes a toll on ur soul When u, bury the only brother uve known 2 save face u gotta keep pushing on When u knw that uve nvr been this alone Now, u poppin pills just 2 close yo eyes 4 a moment of...
Why should I live, when I'm downing in tears. Why should I try, when I'm face to face with my fears. I scream but no one hears, I'm behind a glass door in a room made of mirrors.
Stand on the edge, Tied to a noose, Not too tight, Not too loose. Stepping off, One more thought, Granddad says You better not. Do not see me Way up here It's not your time, Nowhere near.
A cry for inspiration, Run of desperation. No way to turn, Life makes me burn. Ready to go to sleep, One so long and deep. Ready for endless dreams, To run from the screams.
Alone I sit here, Empty and cold. The light beckons me; It forces me to be okay. Hidden away; my feelings are, Showing no emotion is how I am. I have to fight to be alive, I have to pretend to care.
You can turn off the lights, You can climb into your bed, But you cant turn off your mind, The thoughts running through your head.
I want to write, but words are so far away. While my thoughts are overflowing, taking control of me. You don't know my happiness because its not even there. I'm alone, no one seems to care.
I find myself afloat. In a pool of misplaced hope. a sea of my own fears. and a river of my 'oh so nears'. I'd rather drown. than tread this water. I'd rather sink. than ride this wave. I'd rather be.
No knowledge left On what's right or wrong Just hit with pain Quite hard and strong Numb and dull Traumatized you don't see Just my smile As plain as can be Ask me how was school I say...