Bipolar
It's like soaring, free, like some creature of another land. It's like feeling the icy pain of broken glass crushed in your bare hand.
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It's like soaring, free, like some creature of another land. It's like feeling the icy pain of broken glass crushed in your bare hand.
My sleeves are stained red,. And I'm drowning in my head,. The river's burst and flowing,. What was hidden is now showing,. There are pathways on my skin,. Leading down to what's within,.
"It was just a little argument" But you keep bringing it up "You really upset me" Why. You don't give a fuck "You'd rather see them" Well isn't that the point. 'Cos you know what I am.
I'll close my eyes and wish I was gone. Not gone forever, that would be wrong. Just for a week, to have a short break. Much more of this living I cannot take.
I have seen the sadness Floating in your eyes The pressure on your shoulders The put down you despise I can read your body language It isn't hard to see That wish for acceptance That you really...
I have given up explaining She doesn't get it What's the point. She says I keep Repeating myself Looking at me Like it's all my fault.
* this is not true I don't self harm* I self harm because Its a pain I can control.
If only you knew what I went through just to see you. I traveled all the world, all the world just to see you. I sailed the seven seas just so I could find you.
I feel like screaming right now. If I don't defend myself then I'll end up defenseless. If I don't scream over the noise and state my cause, then I might as well become mute.
I feel like our love is dying. I love you. Do I. I can't live without you. But does that mean I love you. I hate you sometimes. I hate everything you are and wish you could be what you aren't.
Just so you know, sometimes it's worthless to waste your time, but usually that time wasn't worth a thing. A bunny hops. That's what it does some times okay. The happiness eats away the pain.
Sometimes we brush things off like they are nothing. But what we hold inside after that moment is so great. If all it is is just a few tears or the uncontrollable.
On a low nowhere to go, Going stir crazy only I know. Pressure in my head, dragging me down Emotions in full flight, Losing the anger fight. Appetite on the floor, Want to slam shut the open door.
You want me to pretend, Make believe, That I love you and you love me, You want me to lie, Show my affection, I can't show that reflection, You want more than I can give, I prefer to be me, The way...
Tell me again how your life is so hard As you weep in your ivory tower I'll listen to your superficial complaints As I struggle on hour by hour Tell me again how you groan and you ache How your...
You make me scream, You make me cry. I cut myself up, With every lie. At the end of the day, After endless despair, You frustrate me to the point, Of tearing out my hair.
I am in that place I thought I had left behind. A place I hoped to never find. This time I have let my actions play with my mind. Confidence I once found. Has ran away.
Have you ever felt so unwanted and depressed that you're at the verge of bursting into tears. I feel like that probably most of the time.
Yes she's still breathing, Yes she's still here. Just because you don't care Doesn't mean she can disappear. Yes she's still standing, Yes she has a life.
Another baby whoopie woo Can't say I'm jumping around for you May sound a bit nasty you've been trying for a while But congratulating mums to be is no longer my style Makes me empty feel a little...
That moment you realise you are not part of the group you love, you have been shunned, made redundant of all importance.
The sound the sound keeps going round. In my head the beat continues to pound. The same old tune day after day. Is there really nothing new to say. I need to breathe and I need to live.
You're a troublemaker You're a troublemaker...
It's funny how depression works one minute you're fine, the next you feel life's caving in one step at a time.