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You mean what does it feel like. It's...it's like there's always somebody else there, Yeah, Like they're trying to get out or something, Y'know.
I am silenced by the gutless, in their towers of ivory and gold, muted into violence, as all of my cards they hold. Bastardised by a label, I am England's forgotten son.
The doctor came to see my dad The news I hoped would make me glad Instead a dread of all things bad Without him here forever sad The doctor came to see my mum My fathers passing had left her...
Silent screams inside her head As she fall down face first on her bed She asks again and again For reasons she cannot brain Why God is life so hard.
-Saying No- I think a common misconception, about people with eating issues is that they have less trouble than a healthy eater would at saying no to things. Lies. That is SO false.
"Stop!" I hear someone say behind me as I'm about to drag the sharp blade across my skin again. I look up into the mirror and see Tate's reflection staring back at me.
it's raining outside and I have a headache. we were beautiful once and now everything is too loud. the lightbulbs, the snow on the pavement and the looks they give me, everything is screaming.
To start off with, I have to say, I'm not quite sure if what I had was actually anorexia. Its hard to say. I was not taken to a specialist or a doctor about it.
I'm going insane in the brain. A cliché, I know. My thoughts I simply cannot train, as I'm slowly losing my marbles with these incoherent garbles.
May 2 2012 I just read my last entry. ‘Bat-Shit’ crazy. Funny term really, how would anyone know how crazy bat-shit is. Why would anyone want to know.
Waiting in the room that smells like lemons. My mom is talking to my psychiatrist as I wait in this room. Across from me is a girl with heels, a skirt, and kool-aid.
I lost track of time and started losing my mind now every time I move I feel like falling ever harder In this mess I created in my own simple mind The pounding inside this only place of my own...
She sat in the corner, tears running down her pale, white cheeks. Her lifeless eyes stared back at me, as I watched her hug her frail bony knees to her forehead.
She looks in the mirror and asks herself every day, Is she beautiful. A joke or a comment about her image, Stains the white canvas in her mind. And then she wonders, Is she thin enough.
April 30 2012 The day was a Friday. I forget the date. I forget most things if I'm honest. (That's the idea of a diary isn't it?) That was the day I ended up here...
Wow it’s sunny today not the best of weather since it hinders my ability to remain glum and blame it on the weather, no excuses today.
Hey. my name is Jamie:) I'm a 15 year old girl and last year I had an eating disorder. For years I had been really insecure.
Even though this is not my diary, just like twitter an facebook aren't, It still makes me feel better to post what I feel an get it out of my system some way.
Shimmer shimmer bleeding black star,. I wish I'd know where you are,. I need a wish to help me out,. In my dark world full of doubt,. Shimmer shimmer bleeding black star,.
It's been ones of those days You know the ones Where nothing's right And nothing's done You wake up late Your heads a mess You try to correct it You try your best I just won't happen It won't be...
We're not like most couples.
Drip, drop, Drip, drop. The rain on my roof will not stop. Each tiny drop of rain, Makes me wince with horrid pain. The memory of you, Hurts my heart.
Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody. You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either.
It hurts to look at yourself in the mirror and hate yourself, look into the mirror and wonder what ever happened to that smile that used to shine so bright.