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it's been 28 hours. since she stared at me. speechless. since I felt attractive. since I was surrounded. by people that found me interesting. that saw what I let them see. and nothing else.
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it's been 28 hours. since she stared at me. speechless. since I felt attractive. since I was surrounded. by people that found me interesting. that saw what I let them see. and nothing else.
Always feeling fat, But always looking thin, Just glancing at that cookie, Could be regarded as a sin. Going up one dress size, And suddenly; a fight, Even one inch bigger, And it's a grotesque sight.
#acrostic Sneaking into the kitchen to raid the cupboard at night Eating all the crisps and chocolate everything in sight Cakes, biscuits, there not safe binge eating at its best, Ridiculous is...
If you are thin they call you anorexic. If you are not the thinnest they call you fat. If you take some make up they call you unnatural. If you take no make up they call you ugly.
You're looking in the mirror. Tears streaming down your face. I've fought with every ounce of strength. To take you from this place. But my words provide no comfort. And my actions seem to fail.
#sundayrepost "Mirror, mirror, tell me quick Are my thighs too big, too thick. Foundation seems a slight bit off At my pimples, will they scoff. "Oh mirror dear, what DO you think.
I want my knight in shining armour. to love me so pure and deep. love my hard-earned chiseled collarbones. fine stitched-up nose. round firm ass that took 10000 squats to achieve.
I look in the mirror to find the person by me,. The person I want to be but all I see is me looking back at me. She is with me everywhere I walk but never in the mirror. She is my beautiful side.
I know I am not 'perfect', But what does 'perfect' mean. All those glossy magazines, So squeaky, 'perfect', clean.
Warning- eating disorder post *** She had an illness, deep in her head; Poor sweet little girl, wishing to be dead She had some swarms of demons, whispering in her brain; Screeching vicious voices,...
I'm an ordinary girl living an ordinary life . Sometimes I wonder why famous people don't like to be near paparazzi s , and why I do. Some times I don't even know why I'm on this planet.
"Mirror, mirror, tell me quick Are my thighs too big, too thick. Foundation seems a slight bit off At my pimples, will they scoff. "Oh mirror dear, what DO you think. My blush, is it too dark.
You are not the size of your bra or the width of your waist. You are not your skin tone or your lip colour. You are not defined by the amount of attention you get from other people.
#sundayrepost Mirror, mirror, on the wall, Through you I want to fall, Help me get out of this place, So I don't have to look at my face.
The feeling of being on edge constantly, Is getting to me, deep deep down. Pretending to smile on the surface, When within there is a frown.
(Forewarning: there will be lots of cursing.) Fuck you And your skinny ass My apologies My fat ass is a shame to Be in your presence You rub your weight In my face I'm under 198.
Hiding underneath the bag like clothes, Everything's covered; fingers and toes. Destroy the confidence held within, Causing insomnia with thoughts of thin. Bodies.
Confidence I wish I had some The ability to Wear tank tops Shorts and flip flops I'm afraid to show The limbs that are revealed Confidence I can fake it well Walk to school with my head up But I...
#confidence #MyBodyHoldsMeBack Make up excuses to wear a hoodie You just see the same things But I wear them because I don't like anything else Open my wardrobe and say I'll wear a dress Don't end...
I stand to the mirror Fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat I stand on the scale Fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat Are you hungry. No, I'm fine. Fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat Wow you look skinny.
Soul like lead, Heart like stone. Say we've left you all alone. You're becoming skin and bone. Staying thin, Try not to eat.
Mirror, mirror, on the wall, Through you I want to fall, Help me get out of this place, So I don't have to look at my face.
The soft, airbrushed skin. The bleached, straightened, blowdried hair. The heavy lipstick smeared on.
Bulimia says Throw up You're not good enough To be allowed food You're not skinny enough You don't deserve to eat You don't deserve food Once you're skinny Then you can eat.