Numbing You Out
I'm 'feeling' at a distance,
See my emotions through the glass
My beating heart, it speeds and slows,
But rarely does it last
There's a haze over my gaze,
A fence around my heart
Lest you berate,...
Me
I'm not shy,. I'm just suspicious,. Curious, judicious,. My defensives are high,. Not easy to climb,. So, don't take advantage,. Or take me for granted,. I hope you do know,.
Retreat Inside
I retreat inside. Until safer times. This is my plan on how to survive. You poke and jibe. Start spreading lies. Into my castle I now must hide. I build a wall strong. Silent and proud.
Facade, Part Two Of Frengers And Why I Keep Others In This Constant State.
On a daily basis I'm called negative, reason being is that I find it hard to display my emotions if they even surface at all.