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#acrostic (T)hursdays, of the every other kind (H)eading to pool with one thing on my mind (E)ating that food, that comes to us free (W)edges fish fingers and chips for my tea (O)f course I do...
You think you can solve my problems. But all you do is make them although you try to sew the hem. And like when you're trying to fix it mirror you just break it again. You don't know what your doing.
I kept on dancing with the flame Generally I thought I was sane He was generally the opposite I was chasing my own tail Wondering when this would end but hoping it wouldn't So I got too close And...
*bad language. *bad morals. This is a blog...I'm going to blog now. It was the best of times, it was the worst of times. I’m seldom awoken by the birds singing at my window, and today was no...
it's the aching pain. to be. touched. to be. taken advantage of. to be. felt. used. enjoyed. admired. it's lust. and once you've had. a taste. nothing's as big a rush. it makes you. drop.
So stubborn that you push people away When they're the ones you need to stay When you hurt yourself by hurting them When in you're heart, they're at the stem They're the ones who help you the...
I grip a glass between my hands, Oh, alcohol. It understands. It doesn't curse my ups and downs, And when I'm sad, it stops my frowns.
Lied in bed my leg in a pot. Went out for a quiet few turned into a lot. Started scrapping thought I was joey Barton. Woke up the next morning my head was farting. Not much memory of the night before.
The shoes they sparkled. With delicate straps. She had to have them. That was a fact. The shoes were high. With six inch heels. They were dangerous. Her feet would kill. The shoes were hers.
In the early morning light Nothing seems to have any colour, Which I never knew before now: Consolation, perhaps. A little extra knowledge to ease the pain.
I'm here. but I'm not. I'm high. but I'm not. I'm in the room with my family. but not here. I'm missing one of my senses. I'm here. but I'm not. I'm there. at the top. I'm high.
heartbeat uneven. smiles deceiving. I'm not here for the love. I'm too high above. above you. above this. I don't want romance. just a kiss. emotionless robot. manipulating until I get what I want.
we're in a whole heap of trouble girl, this isn't what I had planned. Rest your head on my chest, your hand in mine - we'll bide time and weather the storm.
* this is not true I don't self harm* I self harm because Its a pain I can control.
look at how far you've come. escaping this grind. coming to peace. peace with your mind. now you're here again. up against a wall. his tongue down your throat. feeling no guilt at all.
[Rated R for language and content.
sleep. I want to sleep. but I don't. I love how my mind is when it's this late. it's open. it's honest. words can flow. I need to brush my teeth. I need to wash my face. I need to.
two am. thunder. pouring shame. pouring rain. my mind wonders. my body still. forgot to take all my pills. the ones I need. my doctor told me this. don't ask why,. just take the hint. no you're crazy.
I have enough on my mind. So take your fingers out my head. I'll drink your awful red wine. And then I'll drag myself to bed. Don't pick the sleep from my eyes. I don't want to wake.
Life and soul yes that's me The laugh, the chat, Care free, Socialite. What the hell wine dynamite.
#bored. I'm a rapscallion, I'm a nasty piece of work. I spend all my time running round chasing skirt. I chat up all the women, especially if their fine.
Oh you stupid girl With your heart all torn to shreds. You think you can find someone who Could fill the emptiness in your chest. You find a boy and think, "He could help me.
Swimming with clothes on I swam alone in the large lake, The sun already making me bake. The clear water cooling me down, Keeping away the horrible frown.
Body distortion,. Eat small portions. Take pills. Skinniness wills. Your finger the trigger. Bulimia fooling you bigger. Every breath. Lying to yourself. Can't see your toes.