6 July 2012
You say you want to know the real me? I hope you're certain and clear As I think you'll find these confessions Are not what you want to hear....
You keep pushing me for an answer- Your insecurity spreads like cancer And deafened to the words I've spoken You keep 'fixing' what was never broken..
Are you understanding this? I don't mean to cause you hurt But you've asked me for the truth And now I'm dishing the dirt...
I traded joy for Sin and pleasure Destroyed more than you could ever measure When you begged me crushed and kneeling? All I cared for was my own healing...
Immersed myself in darker dealings- I lost touch with all my feelings Led a life of self deceiving Sickened by my constant thieving..
Broke the will of all around me- Pawned my mind and body madly When all is said and you are leaving, I'll pay the price for selfish grieving...
So will you walk away? Now you know it all I've been brutal in my honesty Lost grace and took the fall I squandered all the good times- Borrowed more than I could sell It's not that I don't love you I just can't stand myself....
Tethered to the Chains of sorrow I pinned my hopes on a new tomorrow I don't know where this path is leading But my heart is dead And my soul is bleeding.
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Bleeding • Opuss № I