29 June 2012
She wakes with the familiar pain In her body In her heart Why did she let him down again? He said she needs to Make a start
She must SHE MUST Try harder To make him feel secure It's HER fault he lost his temper He says if only she Loved him more
She must not MUST NOT Make him jealous But she really didn't know That he would lose control Just because she said Hello
To his best friend as he Greeted her She thought that was Only polite? I'm a bad person I'm a BAD PERSON For spoiling another night
He says she must MAKE CHANGES That she really does not need her friends You've got me He says YOU'VE GOT ME And only on him Must she depend
He says her family Interfere He DOES NOT Want them around Once or twice a year Maybe, so long as they're In the background
He says she must make more effort, make MORE EFFORT To keep herself in trim Lose some weight Change her hair To prove herself To him
She forced him away You see YOU SEE Into the arms of another He says she really needs to work on being a better lover
A shadow of her Former self Stripped bare from All his lies Not sure of when she Lost herself Each day part Of her dies
Devoid of hope, still Craving his love She took her own advice Walked into dark water.. Weights carried her down- The ultimate sacrifice.
The note wrapped and written So perfectly, the strength she found somehow To write the words, to have the final say 'Do you love me now?'
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Dark Water • Opuss № I