Before Time Runs Out

I wonder if things will ever change
From this state of deranged
I am in
When we drifted apart
And created our own paths
To discover ourselves
And eventually engulf each other in our wrath
Everything was more difficult
When we made our own way
Through the long days
We chose not to say a word
To help our problems be cured
But somehow things went downhill
And time stood still
In this junction in life
In this state of confusion I found myself in

This is how our story shall unfold
The truth will be told
I'm left wondering where I went wrong
How did I fall from being so strong?
What happened in the time that went by?
At times I feel like a waste of space
Do you see me in a state of pity
Or do you sincerely love me?

Make up your mind
I can't wait forever
I must get going
Far, far away from this place
This place
I once called home