21 April 2012
"Bye Alex!" I yelled while waving.He did his usual joke and saluted at me, we walked home out separate ways. Alex, he was my best friend; I could tell him anything and he could tell me anything- he has always been there for me. Always.. but there was something I wanted to tell him, something that I couldn't bring my self to do. We all have secrets. And mine are big. They may not be big to anyone else, but they are to me.I can't believe he doesn't know.
I should tell him.
But I can just imagine.
He might get angry, yell and even cry...But most of all. He might disown me-why would he want to be around someone like me? I'm not that special! How weird would it be for him, to think his child hood friend was...
A girl who was hopelessly in love with him....But also, a girl keeping something from him-the Alex that knows me inside out... "Oh God.. This is hard to deal with. Please. Give me strength..." I said aloud.
Whilst thinking so much time flew by-
I had reached my house and walked up the grassy path way to the old wooden door. I unlocked it with my key. No one was home. I layed on my bed for hours. Daydreaming and thinking. I even skipped dinner.
And soon enough I fell into a deep slumber.
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"Good morning honey!" my mother cooed. "Mhm" I murmured. Mother left and I got ready for school.
This was the day. I was going to tell Alex, tell him everything. End of part one.
Dreams.(Part One) • Opuss № I