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"I'm OK. I'm FeeLiNg Ok.... BUt, Deep DoWn, TheRe's a RAGE aGainSt the MachiNE. BUt, I just LAUGH in the face of gOd; - what will be will be..
Sometimes I feel so tiny, as in little; young. Some things take me back to that desolate time. Like candy, and cotton and egg with soldiers, And other things but those which make my cry.
Open, Dry. Bleeding from the inside. Never Known If I would make it. Anger, Rushing & burning as it flows. Fear, Loving Every second it controls. Pain, Gripping, Clawing at my soul.
Fresh; This day. Unusual; The breeze Feels sweet, Allowing Me to Breathe, Deeply. Dew drops; Slipping Away. Making Allowance For the Softness Of the Sun To shine Upon me; Carefree.
It's Not A Big Deal, But I Just Took Some Pills. They May Not Hurt Me, But I Hope They Will. It's No Big Thing But I Tried To Die. I Just Hope It Works, Because I Just Can't Fight.
High As a kite; Neither pleasure, Nor delight. Time Is cantering by; Days so fast, Peace left behind. Light Is arriving; Yet sleep is still Starving. Ahead; A tiresome day, No time for rest Or play.
Contradiction wails out of my lips. Because I know it's what staggers me. The days are filled with it; Every second of every day's hours. And today I will it to end.
Everything feels so dead and dark.... It's a ghastly grief-ridden feeling. It clenches and claws. It grabs and gnarls. When will I ever break free from these chains that dig in, so deep; burning.
I've hit it again, like a meteor hits earth; Crashing down; nothing preserved. I've burnt my strength to the ground; Screaming in silence, not a single sound. How did I get down; so deep down.
Tonight the spell screams within, She's come to me again, But tonight she feels like clinging on, And I've given up trying to give in. She whispers in my ear, Breathes heavily down my neck..
Life is something you cannot choose for yourself. If you are given life; it's your choice whether you believe that to be good or bad; lucky or unlucky.