18 April 2012
The more I try the harder it becomes
I want to live again
But I'm scared to let go
Whether letting go means forgetting or accepting
Either option more scarier than I care to begin
Is it easier to live with it, try locking it back away
Try to bury it in the maze of confusion, obsession and darkness
I've become so comfortable with
It almost seems too easy to give up, even though you know deep down this option is not an option
That it would be so easy to open yourself up, bleed,
Bleed away the pain
And try then to heal another wound
Letting Go • Opuss № I