22, student, norwich. Unhealthy obsession with Bruce Willis, sleep and sambuca.
You're like a drug. Weaving through my veins so I loose all sense of self control. As much as it hurts to be apart, it hurts to be with you.
As I lay beside you, absorbing your warmth, your smell, your soul I become you, entwining myself with you.
I think there's something wrong with me, inherent in my DNA. One look at you, and explosions erupt in my heart, blazing through my veins. But looking back are placid, grey eyes, void of any emotion.
Today I carry on, playing ignorant to your games, The world around taunting me, playing me. Is it wrong to ignore. To believe in this false pretence. Or do I carry on, knowing the end result.
If I could only have one last wish, it would be to taste your kiss on my lips. A frozen moment in time, just your breath, scent and touch. This one last wish, would complete me..
I hate the way you control my past, present and future. The darkness that took over my life, dragging me down. Scars remain on my skin and my heart, Impossible to forgive and forget.
Underneath this shell lies the girl I dream to show you, Lonely, shy, unloved. Waiting for someone to erode the walls, So she can escape and become the person you deserve..