5 September 2012
I started crying when I wrote this :(. It might be my last part. I might be doing a sequel though I'm not sure yet I'll let u know :-( NOOOO
Joe's P.O.V.
I just sat next to her bed, waiting. This was my fault, I had turned away from her leaving her in pain. If she wanted another guy that was ok. The hurt in my eyes just said it all. For two weeks, since she stabbed herself I waited for her. Dawn till dusk. Just waiting for her, to feel those soft, warm lips touching mine. Every time I'd thought she had stirred I would yell her name loud enough for the doctors to come running. But every time, nothing had happened. It was just me, wanting her so badly. But now she was.................. Gone? But she was laying in a pool of blood. She lost so much blood. Maybe, maybe she was gone. But before I called the ambulance, that night, there was a letter next to her. It said 'Dear Joe. I'm sorry about all of this. I couldn't stand seeing you so hurt. This is what I deserve and you, you deserve a girl much better and prettier and richer then me. I just wanted to say goodbye. I'm sorry for all this Joe. I've lost the baby for you too. Goodbye Joe. Goodbye xxxxxx'
I had lost her. Tears were streaming down my face and were never going to stop. I was screaming inside wanting her back. This was too bad. Without thinking I left the hospital, got in the car and drove to Hannah's house. Her mom opened the door of course. I think she was all ready to shout as soon as she saw me but when she saw my state she said "Honey, what's wrong? Where's Hannah I really need to speak to her. She is in so much trouble!!" "Mrs Evans. We need to talk." The whole story poured out. At the end Hannah's mom just sat there, not blinking, not moving. "I I I wanted her t to m meet her father s so much!" then her mom shocked me by yelling. "MY DAUGHTER!!! NOOOO HANNAH COME BACK!! WHY HAVE YOU GONE? IM SORRY HANNAH!!! IM SORRY FOR ALL THE THIBGS I HAVE DONE TO UPSET YOU!! IM SORRY HANNAH!!" Suddenly my phone rang. It was the doctor!! Maybe she's alive!!! Oh my god! Hannah might be alive!!! "HELLO!?" "Hi Mr Parker. I'm really sorry to inform you, Ms Hannah Parker/Evans is dead. We checked her just now, and I'm sorry that she didn't make it." "Wha what? Not alive?" "No I'm sorry. If you could come to the hospital now to say your last good byes. With her family." " Y yeah. I'll b be there right a away." I cut the doctor off and drooped on the floor. I screamed. I couldn't take this. I ran up to Hannah's room and saw a picture of us two together in the park. Eating ice creams. I took that picture, that only picture of us two together. I put that in my pocket and I would never lose it, never. I think Mrs Evans knew that we had to go to the hospital because she got her coat on and stepped outside. It had started raining and the sky black. I was a bit happy that the sun hadn't been shining no one should be happy, not on a day like this. ...............
We got to the hospital just in time. I went to Hannah's body and stroked it I kissed her even though she couldn't feel it. Harder and harder. Then I stopped, I saw the ring I gave to her on her hand I put her hand on her heart and stroked it. Then I stepped back and let Mrs Evans say her goodbyes, when she was done I whispered in Hannah's ear "I love you Hannah." I saw the doctors wrapping up her body and taking it away. I took out the picture from my pocket and put it to my heart. I quietly said to her in the picture 'I love you. I always will. I can't see you. But I know your up there. Watching down on me. I love you Hannah." And those were my last words for her. The girl that changed my life, Hannah Parker.
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