11 July 2012
Lily: I can't forget the incident until now. Sara's still in the hospital because of me. If it wouldn't be me making a mess with my life, she wouldn't have go and had that operation. And before she closes her eyes she smiled at me and said "it's not your fault..." I cried. I was so confused. Oh why did I did that? Why?? If I didn't do that and mess with it Sara might not have to go the operation... Sara, when will you come back to school? Please I'm begging you to come back. I'm sorry...
If one day she would come, just once, I would hug her really tight and said sorry a million times. Until now, no one knows the reason why Sara was in the hospital for six months. Only me and her... It's all because of my stupid selfish attitude! Just because I can't accept the fact that Alex doesn't likes me. And now look what happen? I deserve it. No I should deserve that operation not Sara. Please... Sara, come back to school... I'm sorry...
Did you know? I cried really hard whenever I saw our pictures,moments having fun together. I am so selfish. I cared more about the guy I liked that my awesome best friend who used to cheer me up when I'm sad. Where are you Sara? Why haven't you came? Are you leaving me? Don't tell me you're not coming back... Please... I still didn't get to said I'm sorry. Please Sara, come back....
{end of each feeling. Next, CONFUSED IN OURSELVES.Alex,Sara and Lily! Wait for it! Sara finally managed to get out of her hospital life but what will happen once she found out that her personality has changed??? Coming up!!!! }
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