19 July 2012
Sara: (A week ago)
As I woke up from this eternal suffering dream, I felt so different. I was shocked when I saw myself. I couldn't think how. I'm not sure when. I'm confuse. Right when I'm in the middle of finding out what happen to me, a guy with two bodyguards approach to me. I don't know who they are or how they know my name.
"Sara Halls, I'm Felix and this is.. Jace. I'm sure you know him." I was like oh my gosh it's Jace!! The most hottest and popular singer on earth!!! "Well I can see you're excited but now I'm pretty sure you're confused why you look so different." I was shocked! Then I asked them"Wait how did you know me and how I look before? I'm confuse...tell me what just happen and what is wrong with me?" Felix and Jace told me everything. They saved me or else I would only have a month to live. And now I owe them, which in returns I have to be their personal secret spy??? And seriously why me??? But to save myself and to thank them for saving my life , I'm going to do it for them... And me as Sera Halls.. Sounds weird...[end of a week ago]
I went to the same school. Nobody seems to recognized me... I saw Alex starring at me curiously. I smiled and said a hello. As I walk away my chest hurts a lot. To forget about my crush... The one I liked so much. It hurts to see him not knowing anything about me... I met Lily. She seems so sad... I tried talking to her. She couldn't even talk! Some other classmates told me,"she became like that ever since Sara stopped coming to school. We wonder why...or what happen to her." and in my mind I was like "that's because I saved her idiot dumbass! Don't be hurt! Lily! Get a hold of yourself ! I can't bear to see you like this..." just watching her suffers, makes me wanting to cry. Is it my fault that she became like this? Why? Why must everything be oh-so-complicated? Why can't I just do this and then will get this not do this you'll get that and do that you'll get this! It's not even balance... I'm so confused. I don't know what should I do, to just ignore her and let her suffer or tell her the truth... I'm not sure. I don't know.....
[to be continued! Next it's Lily's turn! Ooh so Sara is now Sera!!! Let's see why is lily confused next in Confuse In Ourselves Lily!!!]
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