19 September 2012
Part 20
I had arranged to meet Alex at the weekend. I hadn't told Ben as I didn't think he'd approve. I can sort of understand how Ben feels if I thought that he liked someone else I would be jealous and annoyed. I thought he was being mature about it, you know trusting me and everything but I could see beyond all that. Underneath he was worried that I did like Alex. And to be honest so was I. I still couldn't work out my feelings towards him though I definitely knew that he had become one of my closest friends. All my other friends thought there was something going on. And I didn't blame them, if I didn't even know my feelings towards him how in the world could they. Though I kept on squashing them down repeatedly telling them that we were just friends. I met Alex at the cinema, we were going to see total recall, id wanted to see it for ages. We went in and Alex insisted on paying for my ticket and then, when I wasn't paying attention to what he was doing, he brought me a drink. I punched him playfully on he arm "you don't have to get me anything I'm the one that owes you, you've already done enough for me."he just smiled his cheeky grin and said "for you nothing is enough." The beast in my stomach grumbled.
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