28 May 2012
I'm falling. Falling back into the darkness that held me down for so long. Too dark, too quiet, too lonely. But this time, maybe I should just stay. It seems everyone likes it better that way; having me gone. It's as if every light has been turned off in life; nothing to look forward to- its all predictable: hell. I am surrounded by darkness. I've been sucked under- and I can't resurface.
As I squint my eyes, I see a shred of light. After spending so much time under, I wonder if I'm delusional, being able to see light. Maybe this means things will be better now? Will I finally be able to resurface, start living life as it used to be.
There's a helping hand, someone trying to reach out for me. I wonder whether it's a trick; it's not like I'm not used to them. But I decide to take my chances, get up, get motivated.
And that would turn out to be the best decision I ever made.
Isolated? • Opuss № I