31 January 2013
Im not proud my foul feelings were reflected
Obviously they stem from feelings of being neglected
My hurtful words were callas a chalice of unprotected malice
A level of maturity should of been injected my mind should of been corrected
The reminder of pain was never selected
I felt dejected
I spout hurtful words full of infected disconnected truth
I related the feelings of pain with you
The feeling of happiness was appealing and so new
The vision of past decisions made my actions uncouth
I indulged in the cycle of hurting you
My mind is abused My passion in a noose
I try so hard But then I lose
Focus It's simply atrocious
We are supposed to know this Families are for life I wish I could just perform some hocus pocus
Next to that I'll have to resort to using Opuss
My thoughts were not in focus Paranoia sets in whenever my life seems hopeless
In the same vein I'm ashamed to have to notice
Under attack I appear to lose all motives
I want to love you more but every time we get closer
Another tainted interaction pulls our heart and minds out of focus
Daniel Hing 30.01.13
Sometimes It Feels Safer To Never Feel At All • Opuss № I