1 November 2012
You're like a bad taste I can't get out if my mouth. When I look at you I can't help but see myself, how blind I was, how you stole the breath from my chest, and how much I've grown since then.
Looking back on those times make me sick to my stomach. The time that I was wasting and oh how I loved it. There was a gap between my heart and mind that I couldn't piece together. But ever since I woke up my mind has been darker than ever. Ever since I woke up, my heart has been colder than ever.
These days are empty. These nights are cold. How many more useless days will I spend alone? But who am I kidding, everyone dies alone.
The Time I've Been Wasting • Opuss № I