I find myself living just to see the end of the day.
Blurred sight of past and present, what the fuck am I even doing?
Those memories are useless and draining. I'm trying to spill my guts but I keep refraining.
Because letting things out is too hard. But keeping things in keeps my mind scarred.
I'm bleeding on the inside and I don't really care. Because in the end who's really there?
I'm alone with these walls.
How long until my eyes shut for the last time?
I hope it's soon.
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I know. I know how hard can be to express your feelings. I honestly know. But try for me, just once..
I've been hit by hurricane Sandy. It's now Thursday and I haven't had power since last Monday. It's awful. You don't realize how much you rely on heat and light until its gone.
Every time I cough it feels like I am gonna puke. Whenever I breath through my mouth I cough. My nose is blocked so I can't Breath through it properly.
You can't just come, make me care and then decide to leave.....
It's hard to know that feelings aren't always neutral. That it might mean that you don't feel the same. Scared from before, by earlyer experienses. I'm afraid to tell you how i feel.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRHHH!!. My life's fan fanty fan fantastic. Hahahhahahahahahihihihihihhhahahah!.
"The people’s love, my strength." Through the struggles though my life, I have seen the people who care for me stick with me through it all. My family, friends and God’s love keeps my heart beating.
I don't want to hear what you have to say. These days are all the same. Trying to see through fog and rain. I just want to stay in my room and waste away. I hate everything around me.
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