22 May 2012
I'm not ready.
It happened before.
Not ready to loose you.
Not yet anyways.
I love you.
I miss you.
I wish I could see you're smiling face.
Just one last time.
So still
So quiet
Not a sound in the room.
Everyone stares.
At me.
I'm the youngest.
But it's still not fair.
I don't want attention.
I want to be alone.
But everywhere I go
People ask me
"are you okay"
"do you need anything"
Ill be fine if you don't talk
I was okay before
I don't need you
Im too weak to cry.
I can't help but keep my eyes dry.
Now in my dark corner
I let all my tears flow.
Two years gone by
I still miss you
Please come back
How I wish you could
I am nothing now
Never was
Never will be
Never...
Opuss № I