18 May 2012
Commitment=SCARY.
Forever=SCARY.
Uncertainty=SCARY.
All of these words are scary for someone like me. I'm young and indecisive, but I like things to be planned out. I don't even know where my next paycheck is coming from or if I'm even getting one. Commitment to another person forever isn't in the cards right now. Talk of forever=freaking out. I'm a control freak that likes having everything planned. I'm sorry I dragged this out. It's not you, it really is me. I'm sorry. :(
Commitment • Opuss № I