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Don't tell me that no one hates me. Even I hate me. So, don't. Promised I would stay off. And, now, I will..
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iminyourprettylittlehead
The world is cruel, just like the people. In the end, you're alone, and nobody cares.
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Depression is the invisible plague.
Weakness isn't something I am particularly fond of. To not be weak is what I want. Starting now, I'm done. I will be done with Tumblr and Opuss. Letting out my feelings makes me weak.
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I don't see a fucking point in this anymore. In 'living,' or whatever this is classified as. I cannot do this. I cant i cant i cant i cant i cant. I can't talk to you anymore.
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IM GOING TO FUCKING SWALLOW THESE PILLS. EVERY SINGLE FUCKING ONE OF THEM. I AM SO FUCKING DONE I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. Im sorry. So sorry..
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Trying... Maybe
I’ve been trying to get better. Trying is a funny word. Trying can have so many definitions, depending on the person. But, please all of you know, I tried. I was clean for a month. And today.
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You wouldn't even know, would you.... I'm very good at fooling people. It's easier than breathing. I'm good at pretending I've had an ok day, that I am happy, that I'm happy with the people in my...
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I don't know how it happens. I can be so happy one second. I've got the bottle in my hand, and I know not one thing is stopping. None of you will miss me.
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Carrying around this big secret, seal it with a smile. Pray to God they won't see it, see through that smile. My eyes don't match the smile stretched across my face. They don't care, do they?.
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Today was the first time in five days that I have eaten. I'm repulsed. I do not want to think, I want to purge. But, I need the energy for my game tomorrow. Sidetrack me from myself, please..
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Can anyone make sense of me right now. The whole world is spinning, my head is spinning, my thoughts are spinning. I can't get my bearings. Sometimes I get these brilliant thoughts.
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Goal weight: 0, death..
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You don't need me. I am unimportant..
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I Am Defeated.
We never really said anything important. I think it was already there, hanging in the silence. Or maybe we were just afraid of the answers.
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Maybe I was a fool to believe it would last. Happiness is always followed by darkness. Real darkness, not just lack of light. You don't need me anymore, but I need you. I won't make you stay.
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I've taken to writing it out, my life story that is. And, when I'm finished, I'll be done. If you know what I mean in that sense..
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Its so hard to talk when you want to kill yourself.
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I can't eat and I can't sleep. I'm not doing well in terms of being a functional human, you know?.
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I take in the scenery around me. I'm tired of the familiar faces I see. I catch a glimpse of her as she glides effortlessly to our table. Her face isn't familiar anymore.
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They didn't understand. 'Crazy,' they said. Maybe..
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I want to be able to tell you how I feel, to let you be there for me. But, I can't. I physically and mentally can't..
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I have prayed so hard for this to be the end. I actually thought it was last night. But, it wasn't. Why. Why am I still here. I shouldn't be. I should've been dead a long time ago.
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I hate hospitals, and stitches, and doctors, and medications, and the 'support groups.' I hate all of it..
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I can't do this anymore. I'm done, overly done. Goodbye..
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I just want someone to care. To really care. To know that I'm not fine when I say I am. To fight for me. Maybe I wouldn't be here in this position. Maybe I could let it all off my chest..
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I just don't have the will.." Don't have the will to what?" Live...".
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Her eyes were red, Her lips white, She wasn't going to live after tonight..
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It was like lying was coming even easier than breathing..
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Turn down the lights, turn down the bed. Turn down these voices inside my head..
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For once, I just want to be good enough. I don't want to piss people off, I want to make them happy. I want to be good enough, so badly..
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I didn't eat for three days so I could be lovely." -Skins.
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It's like the sane part had been shut off inside of my head..
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Her Lips Were Set In A Thin White Line, Cracked, Dry, And Hopeless
Can anyone make sense of me right now. The whole world is spinning, my head is spinning, my thoughts are spinning. I can't get my bearings. Sometimes I get these brilliant thoughts.
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Daydreams were dangerous, for they made her wish for something she could never have..
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Living became a struggle. Breathing hurt. What if I'm too messed up to remember how to breathe. What if no amount of medicines, therapists, hope can save me.
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How am I so good at smiling when I'm dying inside. How am I so good at lying to everyone. How do I manage to mess everything up?.
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Mirror mirror, can't you see. What you show is ruining me. I look into the mirror with disgust, Becoming beautiful is a must. Ana screams into my ear, and in my reflection it's clear.
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"Are you okay?" No. the weak voice screams. My lips form the word. I want to say no. No no no no no no no. I haven't been okay for a long time. The cold hands tighten around my throat, squeezing.
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"Are you going insane?" "I'm afraid I already am, darling.".
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Mirror Mirror..
Mirror mirror on the wall, How do I stop this all. The voices pound inside my head, Images flashing, burning red. A drip of blood, an ounce of tears, Maybe you're too young for my years.
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What I'm trying to do is not think. I'm tired of thinking..
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Society...
We blame society. But, if you think about it, who exactly is society. When we lay our innocent little heads down to rest at night, we are society — every last one of us.
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The world is cruel, just like the people. In the end, you're alone and nobody cares..
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