11 June 2012
I miss you so much it pains me Piercing to my core But at least now your free It's not hurting anymore
You were taken too young Death's motives are unclear Your life had only just begun I'm on the verge of tears
It's painful just to think about How your no longer around I want to scream and shout But end up sobbing without a sound
I feel my heart strings have been cut I choke up hearing your name I feel like a doors been shut The world is not the same
It's not as bright through everyday Without the smile on your face The world seems duller in every way A darker, lonely place
I don't know how I get through Knowing I can't hear you speak Each day I live without you Makes me want to shriek
Maybe if I plead loud enough The angels will send you back But I know life for you was tough Under constant attack
The cancer was too vicious It destroyed you and your spark The treatment was too ambitious It plunged you into the dark
I can't deal with life's pain Without you by my side I miss you, my sun in the rain The one who shouldn't have died
I hope your feeling proud Im joining the revolution One heart in a crowd To find the resolution
I'm running a charity race In memory of you my love I will take what I must face Whilst you watch from up above
With your blessing, it's been good I've raised so much to save I just wish that the cure could Have saved you, my sweet brave
You fought valiantly, Tried to be stronger But it was too much you see You couldn't hold out longer
You weakened in my arms I watched you crumble softly Cancer impervious to your charms Now your reigning lofty
Sometimes I'm struck with grief Just when I thought it had ended Your time on earth was brief My heart cannot be mended
A stray tear can sometimes be found Rolling down my cheek Without you I've lost so much I fear the outlook is bleak
The only way I can make it The way I can stay sane Is to try and do my bit For others who feel your pain
You were hurting deep down But it never showed You concealed your hidden frown Behind a smile that glowed
Matthew, you're an inspiration I keep you in my heart tenderly One day I'll reach that heavenly station And together again we'll be
I.Sparrow
Matthew • Opuss № I