I struggled with an eating disorder last year, it felt like it was for infinity. that it would never stop. I now eat normally but that was still my life for a while, and I want to share all about it on this opuss
the humorous moment when you see someone on instagram say "my life through the lens" and their "lens" consists of an iPod touch. I mean, don't get me wrong.
I can safely say the reason I cut today was because I made contact with Aleisha once more. (see my Instagram Motivation post).
Havent cut in 4/5months. Today, once more, my hip sheds it's tears..
There was one day I remember and I'll never forget. It was a Friday and the thing about this Friday was that i had only eaten 6calories.
I had four instagram friends, that I was very close with about the eating disorder-because they could relate: they too had eating disorders.
-Hiding Feelings- I've always hid feelings. But especially when I wasnt eating.
-Saying No- I think a common misconception, about people with eating issues is that they have less trouble than a healthy eater would at saying no to things. Lies. That is SO false.
To start off with, I have to say, I'm not quite sure if what I had was actually anorexia. Its hard to say. I was not taken to a specialist or a doctor about it.
Hey. my name is Jamie:) I'm a 15 year old girl and last year I had an eating disorder. For years I had been really insecure.